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2012-02-14T21:12:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum everyone!!

well..today's 14th February.and i bet everyone knew what i mean [haha] Valentine's Day kot [ade aku kesah?]ahaks! saye tak celebrate pon macam some of us.for me,nonsense kott.lagipon umat Islam kite pon tak sepatotnye celebrate this V-day.kenape?perlu ke saye explain?? i bet most of the Muslims like me know the reason why.ala..kalo nak ingat hari kaseh sayang kite..saye rase tiap-tiap hari kot kite kene ingat our lovey-dovey-days.takkan nak tunggu 14hb baru nak celebrate/ingat kot [ahaks!] tak penting pon tu sume.yang penting..kite kene slalu mendoakan agar perasaan kaseh sayang tu akan sentiase ade dalam hati and diri kite,like forever.Aminn!! barula BERKAT [hehe]

and another thing yang saye selalu prasan is that..setiap kali masok jek bulan February 14th,saye mesti akan busy.last year pon same.and same goes today.busy gile kot!padahal class ade satu jek hari ni.tapi penat nye Ya Allah..tuhan jek yang tau.saye sampai rumah jek..terus capek.and mule la mabok-mabok masok dalam bilik [ahaks!] tapi semenjak dua menjak ni..capek saye dah agak bkurangan kalo di compared mase dulu.masok jek rumah,terus rase tenang. is it because of the TEA DANCE? ehemm..u must be wondering,apela yang ko merepek ni Jiyna?? [ahaks!] well its all started since last month.me and my kaklong been so damn busy shopping bebarang to decorate our house in Penang.we did spent almost 1k at IKEA.but its really worth sebabnye..banyak kot interior thingy yang kitorang beli. my dad and my bro-in-law plak busy cat rumah.yang tak tahan tu, 3-4kali cat dinding.skali cat,warna tak bkenan di hati.cat kaler laen plak..pon same..[macam yenna la..] haha..then the last paintings..perghh..not bad!!

and now..our house 70% completely changed.especially our living room.sangat puas hati! sebabnye..bile memasing dah besa panjang..and able to earn our own money..bile suddenly do some contribution for the sake of our own family..rase macam puas hati sesangat!! SANGAT! hopefully our mommy will love it..hehehehe.. owh home sweet home..~

i bought this chandelier with Mimi ..chantek kott..

Okay..itu adalah TEA DANCE yang saye maksudkan.haha..the wall-paint.

Promoting My Dearest Cousin =)

2012-02-12T21:02:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum everyone! Hi all..!!

well..its been an ages i'd been away from this blogging thingy.and now..TARAAA!! i'm back with the NEW me!! hee..ye.saye sudah kembali!!yahoo..dah lupekan yang dah lepas.and start with a new life.saye dah malas nak sedeh-sedeh lorr..PENAT [bole camtu?] ahaks! well sepeninggalan saye..banyak mende jadik kot even baru sebulan i'd been invisible [hehe] anyway...i'd learned more about LIFE.and yang penting..i have to enjoy my life to the fullest! weee!!!

my work so far getting better.with our new 'pengarah'..i felt a bit ease compared to the previous.stressful jek rase [hee] and skarang nak mintak cuti pon cam okay.tak macam dulu..dari 25 cuti yang dapat..5 hari jek saye cuti last year.kalo tak..takdela cuti bersih saye untuk this year tinggal 35 days lagik.banyak gile kot!itu pon dah tolak GCR.this week jek saye dah keje 7 days a week and harusla saye dapat cuti ganti kan.terus jek tadik apply cuti terus kat Ketua Jabatan.happy!!!! owh life's getting better..hopefully pada mase-mase yang akan datang..it will be wayyyy more better than today. Aminn!!

anyway..i'd just found out that my cuzzy that lived faaarrr away kat Bristol tuh dah mule bjinak-jinak dengan VLOG.before this saye suke sangat mengadap Michelle Phan & Promise Phan..tapi skarang..saye dah start to stalked into my cousin's page.hee..so dalam mase yang same,saye nak mempromote cousin saye sendirik ye kawan-kawan..[hahaha] she looks more matured now from our last met.and obviously..she look so stunning and chanteqs kot. go Nadia go!!!

ahaks!

Time Flies..~

2012-01-05T13:45:00.003+08:00

05/01/2012

How time flies.cepat betol mase blalu.and i'd just realized that hari ni dah hari Khamis.which means..dah almost seminggu saye LARA [haha] yeahh..a tough+disastrous week ever!mood swings+hati pink.and i guess am getting a bit ok now.thanks to those yang sangat concern about me.asking my real condition now and so on..terima kaseh sesangat!! don't worry..am okay, i guess. beside, last few days 'WE' did talked.ow yah..we did.and baru skarang saye dapat tau something that had been hiding from me within these few years.i don't know how to respond actually..~erm but obviously saye sangat tekejut!should i blame him??or am i the one that should be blamed?? pity him..~bile saye dapat tau a bit about the secrets..terus saye dah lupe semua perasaan marah saye..saket hati saye..kecewa saye..towards him.what i felt is...

OH MY GOD!!HOW DOES IT HAPPENED??KESIANNYE AWAK!!I SHOULD KNEW IT EARLIER.YEAH,LIFE's UNFAIR.BE STRONG.PRAY FOR YOUR FAMILY..~

ha,ok.got that??that's what i felt.saye tetibe rase simpati pon ade.and now..i just don't know what was happening to me.i guess at this time..he might need me.and after all..saye still dapat kate putus about our relationship skarang.sebabnye..macam ade mende laen yang interrupt and at the moment,we just put our concern more on supporting each other.life's unfair kan?? mende laen yang patot di concern..tapi bole plak we put aside kejap.macam kelaka pon ade! adoii ape nak jadik dengan manusia skarang??macam cepat jek 'lupe diri'.Wallahualam..~

what ever it is..i have to settle all those matter jugak.so that everything will be solve and takyahla saye nak pening+crack my head pk pasal mende-mende tuh lagi.cos saye dah TERsangat penat and otak saye pon dah macam tepu jek untuk pk those masalah.saye harap sume ni akan selesai supaye the final decision will makes everyone happy..Aminn..~

P/S : next week will be the registration week.and i promise i'll make myself busy.haha.

Kau Memang KEJAM!!

2012-01-01T20:54:00.001+08:00

Ya Allah...

Sedeh nye bile tbace sesuatu yang betol-betol bwat saye tersentap!!Sedeh nye Ya Allah..~knape la ade jugak manusia macamni boleh wujud lagi kat dunia ni.huu..~saye pasti Allah akan bantu saye yang lemah ni.and saye harap what he'd give..he'll get back.Aminn..~Alhamdulillah i'd found 'these' now.like seriously..i started to hate YOU!!

☀ I Will Be ☀

2011-12-30T18:06:00.002+08:00

There’s nothing I could say to you

Nothing I could ever do to make you see

What you mean to me

All the pain the tears I cried

Still you never said goodbye and now I know how far you’d go

I know I let you down but it's not like that now

This time I’ll never let you go

I will be all that you want and get myself together

Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life I’ll be with you forever

To get you through the day and make everything OK

I thought that I had everything I didn’t know what life could bring

But now I see honestly

You're the one thing I got right

The only one I let inside

Now I can breathe 'cause you're here with me

And if I let you down I’ll turn it all around

Cause I would never let you go

I will be all that you want and get myself together

Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life I’ll be with you forever

To get you through the day and make everything OK

Cause with out you I can’t sleep

I’m not gonna ever ever let you leave

You’re all I got

You’re all I want

Yeah

And without you I don’t know what I’d do

I could never ever live a day with out you

Hear with me do you see you're all I need

And I will be all that you want and get myself together

Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life (my life) I will be with you forever

To get you through the day and make everything OK

I will be (I’ll be) all that you want and get myself together

Cause you keep me from falling apart

And all my life you know I will be with you forever

To get you through the day and make everything OK

Healing Process

2011-12-29T23:26:00.001+08:00

Ya Allah,i pray to you ..may you give me strength and patience to face all these..~

Assalamualaikum..~

Third day without having 'someone' beside.again..it sucks!!saye tak tau kenape hari ni saye banyak berangan [thats what my friends said] i am not!!i guess..~its just that ttibe jek terflash back balik those things that happened 5 years ago.sedeh laaa!! kenape saye tak penah rase macam ni mase saye break ups with my previous ex's dulu?knape this time saye sangat terase that i'm LOSING someone that i really loved most [uhukk] saketnye ya Allah..~i thought i'll be okay after the breakup thingy happens.unfortunately tak pon..its getting worst! maybe this is the real feelings bile kite tpakse sacrifice our own feeling, letting go someone that used to be a part of our life.sekarang..saye banyak berdoa supaye Allah bagi kekuatan untuk saye accept the reality.

been wondering what he's been doing right now.did he thinks about me?did he miss me???huu..~ye ye jek saye ni.padahal, saye yang rase macamtu..[huhu] deep down inside,i still want him back.but definitely i'm afraid of being hurt again..~kalo dah jodoh,takkan nak tolak.even bukan jodoh skalipon, i have to face it.everything happens is seriously beyond hurt and hard to face but i'm sure i will get through all these.everything happens for a reason kan? Allah takkan bagi ujian yang kita tak boleh hadapi , i am strong and i know that.I can feel it.

i'll be okay and I will be better than okay :') InsyaAllah..~hoping that my beloved families and friends will always be with me.don't promise something that you can't do.you will hurt people's feeling..

Harder To Breath

2011-12-28T16:17:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

Second day with 'new life' was totally sucks!!i can't even managed myself.huu..how pathetic i am.my head rase macam nak explode jek [maybe sebab dah banyak sangat input kot].i realized,dari smalam saye kerap jek rase saket kpale.and suddenly rase macam nak pengsan.seriously, i don't know why.besides,still..i'm having a difficulties to fall asleep.last thing yang saye ingat before i fell asleep was..saye ternanges tetibe when i realized that bile saye bangun pagi nanti..saye akan seda yang die dah 'takde'.then saye dah tak ingat.terus tetido kot.but before that, my mom called.i was so damn surprised.how did she know?macamane die tau??and i'm sorry mama sebab i sounds macam taknak cakap jek.its just that,i wanted to be alone.sorry ma!!

Today was just one of those days where everything i did reminded me of him and every song i heard somehow related to him.seriously, i hate days like today.because they remind me of the one thing I don't have [huu] sedehnye!Awak..do you feel what i felt now??Frustrated because i can't tell if it's real.mad because i don't know how you feel..upset because we can't make it right.sad because i need you day and night..angry because you won't take my hand.aggravated because you don't understand..and..disappointed because we can't be together.those feelings dah cukop to make me realized that..still i love you forever..

P/S : a sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you,only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go..

.HE.No Longer Mine.

2011-12-28T13:08:00.001+08:00

Lot of things happened lately since i'd turned 27th.i thought turning 27 will be fun.but..none of it bring me happiness.i never felt this way before.i never had this devastated+ frustration +sadness feeling like what i felt now.Ya Allah..kuatkan lah diri saye and give me strength to face all this.knape perlu both things happened at the same time?but why me??and knape skarang??like seriously..those had ruined my life now.macamane saye nak face my future nanti.oowhh..pathetic nye saye rase.Ya Allah..kenape bagi saye ujian sedemikian rupe.knape cube untuk jaohkan saye daripade orang yang saye sangat sayang+cinte?i love my family so damn much!and i rather do anything just to make sure that i still have them with me.

tapi kenape bile saye dah 'dapat' my beloved family with me..saye hilang plak the other person that i loved most.tak bole ke saye dapat 2-2??salah ke?berdosa ke??goshh..life's so unfair!!kenape orang laen bole but when it comes to me..i have to let go one of it.WHY??ok Jiyna..your life memang sangat pathetic.you should face the fact that you can't get both of it.this is your destiny.believe on this..[huu]

DEAR AWAK, the one that i love most..

mungkin semalam, tak semua yang saye dapat luahkan.but if you read this..saye harap awak akan paham segala-gala nye..~

maybe sejaoh ni jek yang kite mampu pegi.we can't go more further.cos its impossible for us to do so.mungkin after this..we will learn to appreciate each other.we might not meant for each other..but within this 5 years,dah cukop untuk buktikan yang kite mampu be together as a soulmate.those ups and downs that we'd been thru..~THANK YOU for the precious years+moments.it might an END for us..tapi saye akan cube amek and gune setiap saat yang ade after this,untuk lebih kenal diri saye.and i won't forget every single moments we'd shared together.saye sangat happy sebab Allah bagi saye peluang untuk jumpe and kenal a guy like you.i was so happy sebab first i knew you as one of my close friend..and maybe Allah nak tengok sejaoh mane keserasian kite until we fell for each other as a lover.but unfortunately..we tend to do mistakes.sampaikan kite tak sedar yang those mistakes might lead us to 'this'.we both banyak kekurangan.and kite kene cube perbaiki setiap kekurangan yang ade.saye mintak maaf for my bad behaviour+tantrums.saye tau kekadang saye grumpy.irritating.didn't put my trust on you.bwat awak jeles.pk yang bebukan.jeles tak tentu pasal blablaa..even i did those to you,my feelings to you still remain the same.i still love you.still..~

i still remember our last conversation.it was so harsh.saye tau.tapi awak tau tak i'm having a crucial depression, struggling to find strength untuk keraskan hati to stick on what i've decide.i forced myself.tried so hard to find strength,to spill those 'goodbyes'.walaupon sebenarnye deep down inside..i don't want it to happen.saye taknak!!!!how can i live without you??can i face my life alone??huu..tapi saye tpakse.for our own good.so that kite takkan keep on hurting each other.kite tak penah nak appreciate setiap peluang yang kite ade.YOU..ME..we both same jek!and i know that we need both side to commit to each other.saye mintak maaf bile awak merayu for another one more chance.and i said NO.awak terdiam.saye tau awak dissapointed.so do i..~i have to..and i am sorry..

after this..we both will be on our own way.goshh..definitely that's the hardest thing yang saye tak bole bwat.i don't know how to faced this breakup thingy.i was so weak.felt like i'm losing a part of myself.and yes..i am suffering now walaupon baru beberapa jam it happened.i wonder how's you been doing.do you felt the same thing??huu..~having no one beside except my tears.saye tak tau macamane nak bagitau my family.saye tau derang akan sedeh.saye tau derang akan dissapointed.and my friends..~saye harap awak takkan lupe saye and those things yang kite penah shared before this.you are the best thing i've ever had.and obviously, i won't forget you..~

Dear beloved families and friends, saye mintak maaf sebab i couldn't be able to save this relationship.maafkan saye.and trime kaseh sebab sentiase bagi sokongan and mendoakan hubungan+jodoh saye dengan Daniel slame ni.i did a lot of mistakes and sucha loser..maybe thats why i lose in my own game.thank you so much and jangan penah jemu untuk berdoa untuk saye and Daniel supaye Allah dekatkan kami kalo betol la we're actually meant for each other.saye takkan menolak kalo itu ketentuan-Nya.kalo bukan sekalipon,doakan supaye dijodohkan dengan orang yang lebih baek dari kitorang.once again..thank you!!

P/S: supposed to be yesterday's entry..~

How To Tell if Your Guy Fears Commitment

2011-12-20T21:22:00.002+08:00

I found this interesting topic from one of my faveret channel.I just love it! and thanks for making me speechless [hahaha]

Here it goes, girls..

1. What does a guy mean when he says, “I need space?”

2. What should we do when he asks for it?

Anyway..this is just a common male pulling-back behaviour in relationships.but its not normal when 'it' happen to be no changes.the only answer is : COMMITMENT

There are some men who are not capable of getting over their fear of commitment, and will use phrases like, “I need some time to myself,” “Let’s take a break,” or the classic, “I need some space” not to buy themselves some time to workthrough their issues but to keep you at arm’s length.

A guy like this has zero intentions of getting serious with you, taking your relationship to the next level, becoming exclusive, or marrying you.

He knows he wants you in his life, he doesn’t want to lose you, yet he is incapable of meeting your need for a committed relationship.When he senses that you’re itching for some reassurance that he’s not going anywhere, he plays the “space” card to avoid heavy conversations or promises. Once he’s scared you enough, he’ll come back, knowing at that point you’re justrelieved he didn’t break up with you, and you won’t press him on a commitment again…at least for a while.

So how do you know if your man is just going through normal guy fears, or if he’s genuinely incapable of commitment?

If the pull-back happens in the first few months of your relationship, and after you cheerfully give him space he comes back, willing and eager to make a commitment, it was just normal guy fears.

If he does not initiate the “let’s be exclusive” conversation within the first 6 months (and shoots you down if you bring it up first), he’s probably not capable of getting serious.

If he pushes and pulls you back multiple times, especially after you’ve been together 6 months or more, he’s got major commitment issues.

If he does agree to a commitment, or talks of future plans like marriage, and then takes back his promises and tries to downgrade your relationship to a less-serious level, he is definitely a Commitment-Phobe.

What should you do if you’re dating a commitment-phobic guy?

Give him exactly what he’s asking for: All the space in the world.

Let him know, in a kind but firm tone, that you’ve enjoyed dating him but you’re looking for a more serious commitment. Describe what that looks like to you (marriage, a family, etc).This is not an ultimatum or a threat, this is simply you letting him know what you want from a relationship. Then tell him that, since there is no commitment between the two of you, you are going to date other men. If he changes his mind and decides he wants more than casual dating, he’s welcome to get in touch with you, and you’ll let him know if you’re still interested.

Chances are, though, you’ll have moved on to someone who is honored to plan a future with you, leaving Mr. Commitment-Phobe lost in space.

p/s : hmm..after all..those memang make sense to me.macam logik kott + obviously macam ade kene mengena sket with my relationship [ahaks!] anyway,which one of it represents 'him'?but then what should i do??? you know what you should do, Jiyna ..

✿ Best Deals From GROUPON ✿

2011-12-16T22:11:00.002+08:00

Woohoo!!

i'm addicted to online shopping sekarang.i am!! cos i'd realized that..hari ni jek saye dah spent almost 12 hours browsing those cheapest vouchers during this coming festive [ahaks!] i just found 'one' which is other than CARI [often offers the best deal vouchers]..GROUPON pon agak cambest jugak.smalam jek saye dah purchase 2 products from Groupon and kalo ikotkan hati..macam nak jek beli sume + grab all of the vouchers.just can't believe it bile ternampak 'something' yang saye dah lame survey before this been offered 50% less.macam nak nanges pon ade [haha..poyo la kau!] harusla terus saye bli walaupon still it cost hundred.i won't tell what was the 'thing' yang saye adore sangat tuh..maybe soon i received the thingy..i'll reveal.ahaks!

like seriously,those online shopaholic kalo tak tau about Groupon..u guys should.best gile kot sebab nye not only those health/wellness products, foods etc..tapi ade jugak vacation offers!saye sangat menyesal sebab tak found out 'this' awal-awal dulu.banyak vacations yang derang dah offers which is..the price sangat-sangat affordable+cheapest.dari yang harge RM3k..after diskaun bole dapat RM99. gile tak best??! kalo tak best,takdela sampai the whole day ngadap.hmm..from here, i had this small thought of giving vouchers to my families and friends [walaupon beli dengan harge after diskaun.haha] like who cares?! take it or leave it.hee..lepas ni dah taknak bagi 'present'.orang kasik vouchers jek.aci?? hee..

p/s : So Groupon..i give you 5✰ for offering us the best deals ever!!!

Things To Do To Keep From Getting Bored Out of Your Skull At Work

2011-12-13T15:51:00.002+08:00

Haha..this 3rd entry would definitely showed that i'm BORED now!!yes..i am doing SOMETHING to entertain myself now [haha]..well, i guess i did handled my boredom in such a good way.and it works!! cos i did 'those' since i'm in Nilai few years go..[hehe]..so, what do i do if i'm bored out of my skull at work??? anyway..i'm not going to pursue the longer answer in this post [ahaks] but am giving you some ideas for the shorter answer [wouldn't it great??]

Crank up the tunes..

hmm..i bet this one sounds similar to everybody [sume orang bwat kot]obviously,this is what i did at first.some funky or upbeat tunes might just do the trick..it can make any job much more fun.and i used to plug in my pink earbuds and sing along..[haha] i would rather go for those 90's songs mase zaman mude-mude dulu.seriyes best!Ramlah Ram pon saye layan kot..ahaks!

Go online..

i like to do this when I’m procrastinating..i will go online to get some hot gossips.. browsing those blogs..facebooking..sneaking on my friend's page [haha]..flickr or get some desktop wallpaper..downloading latest songs.. and keep on browsing until i found it bores me [hahaha] i do this maybe every month or so..in fact, i’m going to go do that right now!haha..sengal betol saye [hee]

Take a walk..

Haha..rase nye this is what i always did [wajib kot] sume tempat saye tawaf kot.often this is all I need especially if i've been sitting all day and my blood is pooling up in my butt and legs..[hehe] i need to get that blood circulating la konon nye.padahal nak begosip kot [hahaha] like seriously..it bores me to death kot kalo dudok 24/7 at your place.and at least..kite tau jugak what's happening around you.btol tak..hee..

Call my loved one..

hee..i guess this is what i did last time.used to do this [hehe] and since Incek Daniel dah semakin busy with his schedules..kekadang jela saye bwat.but believe me..when we felt this kind of boredom feeling..it is a better time to call someone to catch up..to tell them you love them..to just say hi…than when you’ve got nothing better to do.it’s a nice way to stay connected ya'll..[hee]

Organize my files..

okay..this might seem boring to many people, but believe it or not..i used to do this.sebabnye kekadang there's a time saye perasan yang tempat saye cam 'sampah' [haha] everythings scattered all over the table.itu blom lagi dengan bebarang orang laen yang sangat 'baek hati' tompang parking kat meja saye.so bile saye bohsan..i get a perverse satisfaction from purging useless stuff and having everything be smaller..neater..and in order.ala..it doesn't take long pon..~

Write a blog post..

ahaks! this is something i love to do when things get slow..macam skarang [buwekkss!]i’ll just call up a text file and start writing.i love lists, of course [you guys should know that by now],so often i’ll just start making a list..and writing down my thoughts.lepas tu saved kat draft.if things are really slow,i’ll do the whole blog post..hee..to be true..my posted entries was lesser than the one that had been safely kept on my drafts [haha]

Drink some water..

Haha..this is funny!but seriously..i drink gallons of water [ahaha..gallons tuh.tengok pundi kencing la] well..this is common sense ya'll..dehydration can make us tired and sluggish.and that's why we tend to feel lazy-bumm macam saye..malas blabla..so,water can refresh us!keep that water coming all day long even you may need to pee more though..just like me [haha] toilet pon sampai dah naek muak tengok saye kott.but bear in mind..do not let the aircond's ON..hee

Meditate at my desk..a.k.a BERTAPA..

some people would say this is just a fancy term for taking a nap..but heyy..for me the key is not to fall asleep, but to close my eyes and focus on my breathing..[haha..konon jek kan] nothing new-agey about this as it could brings your focus back to the present and calms you..tapi kan the bad thing is..sometimes it’ll calm you so much until you fall asleep [haha!!!] it happens to me twice.bile tjage jek..rase energetic jek [hee]

Gossiping with my girlfriends..

haha..be positive guys!we're not talking bad/nasty okeyhh..we're talking about facts![haha]facts means something that is TRUE..~well..kekadang jek cakap something bad.itupon sebab orang yang di gossip sangat 'yayatt' to us.hee..so they deserved [hahaha]

p/s : it's not an exhaustive list of ideas..just some things i've done to keep my mind busy.so fellas..i think those might work..believe me.ahaks!!

Dissapointment

2011-12-13T13:02:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum peeps!

duhh..i guess again..i'm abandoning my 'precious' [huu..maaf incek blog,i sangat busy].and yeah,i am so busy with those redundant stuffs.al-maklumla..end of the year.harusla banyak jek keje nak kene bwat.and time-time ni la macam-macam event nak bwat.but deep down inside..i felt so reckless.sebabnye..saye baru realized that i'd missed a few entries. i should share and erupt my happy feelings on those special day that happened to me lately..my best-friend's wedding,my student's farewell partaayy..my birthday blabla [nyesal..] and since i'd left my diary thingy..i guess 'this' is the only place that i used to placed my treasured memories and bile ade a few things yang ter missed..obviously rase sangat menyesal [huhu] lepasni kene smangat blogging balik [haha]

anyway..a part of me now dah terase sangat relieved.one by one dah settled.so takdela rase burdened sangat dengan keje-keje yang btimbun tak bwat [haha] done with my Majlis Suai Mesra Bersama Alumni KKBK yesterday.gosh..it reminds me how hard it is to make everything runs smoothly.i felt thankful to have a good friends and students that willing to help [thank u so much!] Alhamdulillah..now i have to focused more on 'another' which almost meeting the dateline! haiyoo..~banyak keje pon..still today rase sangat tak produktif [haha] i left those workloads behind and since morning..i keep on browsing a few blogs..reading news..facebooking [whoops!] blabla..yes..i am a lazy-bum today! mampos kalo big boss tau.silap haribulan..kene sack kot [tapi saye happy jek kalo kene 'sack' ke another place] ahaks!

p/s: owhh..i'm such a lazy-bumm today!!!

♥ Thank You For All Birthday Wishes ♥

2011-12-13T09:55:00.001+08:00

Dear my beloved family, soulmate, friends & students..

Thank you so much for making my birthday even more special with all your wonderful wishes! Trust me..it definitely means a lot!!i am such a lucky girl to have wonderful friends and family who care enough about me to take a minute out of their day to call, write and text me beautiful messages! Thank you all so very much. You don't know how much it means to me, and how much I really needed it!!! hee..~

Personal notes for my beloved family..

i just wanted to thank you again for the impromptu birthday celebration at our beautiful home. the birthday cake and those wishes..like seriously, i was so happy and touched when our little Hannan sang me a birthday song..and everyone's love..thank you. what I do have of course is all of you and that makes every day special.

And you..my soulmate..

you are so sweet to remember my big day! i appreciate all you did very much,including your time and attention in the midst of your own hectic schedules..just to meet me. i extremely love the chocolate and of cos..the adorable fossil wristwatch where i was so damn surprised and felt like dying to see it when you give it to me. those birthday wishes that you whispered..i will definitely won't forget it. Thanks again for thinking of me, B..~

Here's my BIG love to all..

My New-Born Niece

2011-11-25T16:59:00.000+08:00

Whoott.. Whoott!!

Drum roll please!! haha..GOOD NEWS is..am having my 2nd niece on last 23rd Nov at Ampang Puteri Specialist Hospital.yes..a girl [again] haha..and yesterday, soon after balik dari keje..i'm off to KL with my youngest sis sebabnye..to babysit my both niece..tak pasal jek jadik babysitter kan.takpe..i bet when i have my own baby nanti..in return..my kaklong will do the same thingy [haha] best jugak bile tpakse overnight kat hospital.tapi tak best bile lepak kat hospital for more than 16hours.aduhh..seriyes saye bosan! bile takde keje..mule la saye cari keje..i snap some pics while in the hospital..and here it goes..

WELCOME TO THE WORLD..OUR HAIFA AYUNI..~

This is the littlest one..

Hannan yang sangat comey!Such a caring kakak..

Bandung Trip's Review

2011-11-25T16:41:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum peeps!

This month memang sangat best.went to Bandung..meeting up with my Incek Daniel..and having a healthy new-born niece [Alhamdulillah] everything goes very well.since saye balik from Bandung..tak bkesempatan langsung nak drop by here and jot something a new entry regarding things that happened.busy with those thingy la kate kan [haha]

anyway..i would like to shared my experience while i was in Bandung last week.like seriously..best gile ok..best sebab heaven gile dapat shopping..tapi to stay a bit longer..i don't think so..cos kat sane a bit hectic compared to Malaysia.and alhamdullillah i was born and raised up in Malaysia.tengok those people in Bandung..their lifestyle..cost of living etc..totally different dengan kite kat Malaysia.and seriously..to those Malaysians..u should be proud of yourself!kat sane rase nye nak earn yourself a money pon sangat susah..korang tpakse mengemis..jual souvenir..jage parking..menyayi kat tepi jalan etc to get money.kite kat sini mampu nak bwat camtu? habes susah pon..kite besunggoh nak masok TV mintak bantuan [haha] and after that..skejap jek kite dah tak merempat/bsusah payah sebab ramai jek yang nak tolong..tapi kat sane..SADIS wehh!! after all..we need to earn a money to survived kat sane..[huhu]

pape pon..if nak shopping kat sane..memang best especially to those who loves to shop.me and my friends went to Pasar Baru,Rumah Mode,Ciwalk..Toko Tiga..Central F.O..Donatello..and a few more [like seriously..am still having a problem to remember all of the factory outlets.haha] but yang kelaka nye..we did went to Pasar Baru on the next day sebabnye..tak puas shopping kat sane on the 1st day.it is true..kalo nak shopping kat Pasar Baru for the whole day memang tak cukop.kalo tak..takdela kitorang gi kat sane twice..haha..

i wanted to upload some pics while we were in Bandung..but at the moment rasenye macam line tak ok jek.nak upload satu pic pon lembabsss nak mampos line internet ni [huhu] saye pelik..skarang ni bukan stakat line internet lembabs..AirAsia pon asyik dok delay jek flight.it happened to me twice since saye balik from Bandung..1st, our flight from Bandung - KL..n another one is mase saye nak balik Penang from JB.if delay sekejap takpe jugak..ni sampai 2-4 hours.memang cam hampeh!!!

ok that's all from me about my trip to Bandung..will update more later..hehe..

Jom Menari U'olls !!

2011-11-14T16:34:00.002+08:00

Love this hot guys especially when they dance..enjoy this NEVERLAND song..bet u'll love it!

P/s: kelaka bile saye cube practice menari ikot their dance steps..hahaha..anyway..rase cam cair jek tengok Eli + Kiseop dalam this vid.perghh!!!! macho sehh..~

I'm an A Type =)

2011-11-13T12:49:00.001+08:00

Good day everyone!

Am so happy today.sebabnye..saye dah bjaye untuk donate some of my blood [hee] like seriously..saye tak penah langsong terlintas nak donate before this.don't know where i got this guts.dahla saye ni penakot nak kene cucok..nampak jek muke berani,tapi padahal..tadi pon dah berape kali saye tpakse singgah,kelua masok toilet [haha] memang jadik bahan betol pagi tadi..

and at last..taraaa!!!the best part is..saye dah tau my blood type..haha..i'mma A+ ya'all!!!ahaks.well..i'm not a coward anymore. saye dah bjaye!i bet my mom must be so damn proud with me [haha] cos i know..she won't believe 'this'. lagipon..among of my sibs..she knew that i'm the most coward antare yang laen.dahla penakot nak makan obat..nak jumpe doctor pon same jugak..hee...~takdela saket sangat pon..cume kekadang rase ngilu sket..then saye dah mule rase tingtong..[haha] but i'm fit enough..takdela sampai nak amek MC kan..hahaha..~well..some says that after we donate some, we will feel a bit lighter and healthy.but a few said that we'll tend to eat a lot [OWH NO!] harap-harap la saye tak jadik camtu..amin!!!

so gys..what are you waiting for?? jom kite ramai-ramai pegi derma darah kite..

Thanks To You, Incek Daniel

2011-11-06T01:38:00.002+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya AidilAdha everyone..

it was 1 in the morning..and what am i doing at this time..am still awake padahal esok dah raye kot [haha] well..saye akan tido soon after i'm updating this blog.ahaks! well..2 hours ago i was with my Incek Daniel..but i started to missed him like hell [haha..angau!] met him at KL Sentral.teman die..chitchats blabla while waiting for his train, going back to JB.well..he wasn't alone la.he actually having a school trip as he and the other 3 teachers responsible to brought their students to several places in KL.macam kelakar pon ade kan [hee..to be true,saye maseh lagi rase awkward bile realize that Incek Daniel is a teacher now] oww come on! its not that saye tak dapat 'trime'..its just that..well u know..few years ago i knew this crazy guy as someone yang sangat cheeky..tlompat sane,tlompat sini..gelak bapak tak henggat punye kuat..suke picked up his nose sesuke hati..n the most habit yang saye tak dapat nak trime is that..he loves farting..[hahahhaha] its not that he farts everywhere..its just that..bile die trase nak 'KEN-KEN' jekk..he will actually do it in front u..dengan muke slumber+with bunyik yang kuat! hahaha..bile teringat balik, sumpah saye rase nak tgelak..

well..that's the guy yang saye maksud kan.and now..he's a primary school cekgu..[hehe] i bet if suddenly Incek Daniel read these, he might feel mad at me.hehe..oww..come on, love..saye just flashed back balik those things that happened mase zaman dolu-dolu [ahaks!] ok done with that.saye sangat excited sebabnye baru jek jumpe 'die'..n i knew i might sounds repetitious cos rase-rase macam saye dah pon mentioned the same thing at the beginning [am i??] ahaks! ape pon..saye doakan supaye Incek Daniel + 'anak-anak ikan' die slamat sampai ke destinasi..Aminn~

P/S : skejap jek dapat jumpe.but still am so damn happy walaupon kecewa he couldn't stay a bit longer + tak dapat nak beraye skalik.. thanks for the chance,love.. and thanks for the chocolate + tolong belikan 'beg bangla' kat saye..hehehe..

Bukit Merah, Here i Come ..

2011-10-31T10:28:00.003+08:00

Hi..

Assalamualaikum..

today's entry obviously will be about my work-loads [nehh] takde la workloads sangat pon..ahaks!i'm about to attend a course kat Bukit Merah kejap lagi.and..YEAH!! i am free!! [haha] yes, saye sangat suke bile saye kene out station tetibe.sebabnye..saye takyah datang keje [haha] and the best part is, takyah nak crack my head pikir pasal those pending stuffs..classes..students.. [pheww!] well i realized that..walaupon saye dah 1year keje dengan government ni, saye rase dah merata tempat saye pegi. out station jek memanjang. and since saye banyak pegang jawatan yang agak 'kritikal' kat kolej..so dapatla saye attend berjuta-juta kursus + pegi merata tempat. owhh...i love my job!! [erkk!]

anyway.i'll be away from BERLING for almost a week.and will be step on kat bumi Berling on this coming Tuesday.which means..a week after from today. gile tak happy?? tuhan jek tau perasaan saye skarang [haha] baru jek plan nak apply cuti hari Khamis nanti.skali tak jadila..sebabnye kursus tu pon sampai hari Khamis. then saye bole continue and enjoy 'cuti-cuti' sampai minggu depan..[pergh..bahagia nye hidop].. i have to save my 'cuti-cuti' for those upcoming trip on 17th nanti..and by that time saye akan cube amek cuti 3 hari so that i'll be able to attend my bestfriend's wedding [PEQ LIZA] on 20th..

P/S : i'll try to make it on 'her' wedding day..insyaallah..~

Being Left Behind is totally SUCKs!

2011-10-26T17:33:00.001+08:00

Duhh.. Hi everyone!

i'd been 'left' all alone in Penang [uhukk] sedeh sangat! sunyi jek rase bile tinggal sesorang kat rumah without my family..baru semalam tido sesorang..and when i woke up this morning, i was about to go back to KL tomorrow [haha] seriyes nak balik KL! tak hingin duduk sesorang kat Penang. at least i had my families and friends kat sane.kat 'sini'..rase macam all alone jek..

Tidakkk!! kenape la saye tak apply cuti awal-awal.tinggal sehari jek nak keje..then cuti balik.hadoiii...pathetic btol hidop ni.i guess i need to figure out somethin for my life..maybe...having my own family kot [hehehe] Aminn..we will see next year how it goes..pray for me yah kekawan.. =)

P/S : Incek Daniel..tolong la jangan suke 'menipu' sangat.i hate it!! kamu kalau nak menipu pon..tolong menipu kat orang laen, k? NOT ME.. thank you =)

My Adorable-Gifted-Guy Yang Baik-Hati

2011-10-24T12:47:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum everyone!

i knew i'd left my footsteps here for an ages. i guess the only reason is because of my workloads [hehe] like seriously..i'd been so damn busy.those pending work-stuffs were hitting the deadlines. and obviously saye bmati-matian nak siapkan.my classes..alumni registration [tak habeh-habeh ngan bendalah ni]..attending few courses..duhh!! i don't want to mention the others.nanti saket plak hati [huhu] anyway.. i would like to thanked my only-love-ones.. Incek Daniel for the precious gift [hehe] thanks for the pink stuff yang sangat gorgeous and adorable iteww..seriously..I AM SO IN LOVED WITH IT!!! say dah taknak IPAD 2 yang saye idam-idamkan tu..hehe cos i'd something else yang lagik best!!! THANKS B.. [sayang kamu banyak-banyak!]

well..we'd never met since 4months ago.and within that time..rindu yang teramat sangat.tapi ape kan daya..jodoh tak sampai-sampai lagi utk kitorang bjumpe [chewahhh] hahaha..and akhirnye! last week was the most precious-day ever for this month.haha..dapat jugak ketemu with my prince charming.and i guess maybe ade hikmah die kot..sebabnye..kalo jumpe awal-awal..mungkin Incek Daniel takkan bagi 'hadiah' kat saye [bole tak cakap camtu?]hahaha..

ok..saye memang tengah teruja dengan 'hadiah' iteww..and i bet it will always be with me...thank you =)

Bran-New Kiss Y'all !!

2011-10-07T16:54:00.001+08:00

ANNYEONGHASEYO!!

haha.tetibe plak kan feeling-feeling korean plaks.btw,I love this song so damn much!i'd been admiring U-Kiss for almost 2 years..n i guess this '0330' is the best!tengok video clip derang pon dah bole bwat saye cair [haha] anyway..if kite feeling-feeling tengok vid ni..confirm baru kite paham.if not..sorry guys..~ u'll only love the 'cuties'..bukan the lyric of the song.hahaha..saye cakap macam saye tak minat gile those heart-throb cuties kan??padahal...[Kiseop!! Eli..saranghaeyo!!] ahaks..

this Korean group is one of the greatest band in Korea.if any of you knew all of the U-Kiss members..u definitely know what i mean.seriously..those youngsters are awesome!they can speak and understand different language.Eli..Kevin and Xander [ex] can speak English very well..[American accent okehh..]and basically..those are educated.at least masok kolej kan.hahaha.. their dancing skills..jangan cakapla..memang pro kot..[this is why i love them so much]

tapi kan..i was kinda upset because Kibum and Xander had to leave the group.sedeh kot.skarang there's 2 new members in..and they're still '7'..but it won't be the same [uhukk] gonna miss both of them a lot!ok thats all for now..

Enjoy!!

Love you, MOM

2011-09-30T18:57:00.003+08:00

OMG!!

how come i just realized that my mom akan balik ke Jeddah tomorrow.knape rase macam lame lagik jek.ahaks.hmm..sedeh nye!how time flies..~hmm ok..nak taknak tpakse la accept jugak.anyway, she'll be here on another 2months time as my sis will be due on early December.so takdela trase sangat yang my mom akan tinggalkan kitorang.deep down inside..nak jek she stay here with us..like EVERYDAY...

mama..

we'll be missing you so damn much!

don't worry about us..we'll take care of ourselves..

promise us that u'll do the same too..

WE LOVE YOU MOM..

can't hardly wait to be with you in the next 2 months..

LOVE YOU, MOM..

FiNALLY..~

2011-09-27T10:38:00.001+08:00

Ok..

GOOD..

FINALLY..

i got flu!!what else should i say then..well yeah..my antibody memang tak kuat [ i knew it!] adehh..since i was a kid..saye memang sangat senang nak 'saket'.and obviously..i'm alergic to a RAIN DROPS [haha sounds funny] but seriously i am!kalo kene sket jek..saye memang kene cepat-cepat pegi mandi.kalo tak..memang alamatnye saye akan demam.demam yang telampao ok? goshh..i hate fever!cos i knew it will took a few days to recover.and it seems that skarang ni tiap-tiap hari hujan..so tipu sangatla kalo saye kate saye tak penah kene langsong ngan air hujan tu kan? saye rase dah bejuta those rain drops kene kat kepale saye..and saye bwat 'dek' jek.kononnye dah besau cenggini..tak perlu la terus mandi macam mase kecik-kecik dulu [buweekk..] skali..hamek nkao!yayy..memang padan ngan muke saye skarang..

today will be my 2nd day having 'this'.and i already took 4pills of this so-called piriton??[btol ke tak spelling die ni]this kind of pills memang bwat kite rase sleepy.at the moment..yes,i felt so damn sleepy.saye nak tido!!tapi cemane nak tido..takkan nak tido kat my own office?[gile!] kang nampak plak saye ni sucha lazy-bum.nanti ade yang mereport plak kan [haha] ok..take a deep breath Jiyna..tahan jek..jangan tido!hmm..i guess i have to do something yang agak extreme.and one of it is..switch on my friend's pc..n use it! [haha] kalo dah rase bosan gune pc die..move to the next pc![boleh giteww?]but unfortunately..its not working..

still i felt sleepy.. WHAT SHOULD I DO THEN??.. ? ? ? <-- question mark!!

ok..i had an idea.ermm maybe surf for the room for the next vacation [hehehehe] gelak jahat!good idea..~dadaa..

i'm BACK!

2011-09-26T12:17:00.001+08:00

A long hush..~

Hi everyone..i'm back.

lame jek rase tak menyinggah kat sini and i do realized how much i missed 'this' [haha] anyway..lot of things happened especially when it comes to those open houses.gosshhh..sumpah saye makan banyak!tak tahan dengan godaan those dishes [sedap sehh] and i bet badan saye dah getting wider [boleh??] haha..i did put on weight and i promise..after Syawal ni..saye akan mule berDIET.seriyes nak diet..mane tau ade orang masok meminang ke nanti..kalo terus kawen..badan takdela 'gelombon'.nanti last minutes..dah sah-sah lemaks-lemaks yang ade susah nak melt.HAHA again..~cakap pasal kawen..semenjak raye sebulan ni..meeting with my relatives and blabla..mulela hot topic derang pasal marriage.adehh..tpaksela saye menahan telinge dengar those that had been questioned me [hadoiiii!] matila saye lepas ni.kalo next year tak kawen jugak..harusla saye akan dijodohkan dengan 'Atan' si mekanik kapal terbang itew [haha..just kidding!]

takmo la kawen dengan si Atan.saye nak kawen dengan si Apek bole??tiap-tiap hari bdoa supaye saye ade jodoh dengan Incek Apek kesayangan saye.bile la gamaknye nak sampai jodoh kitorang kan?takpe..cepat or lambat..i believed semue tu tpulang pada jodoh.Insyaallah our time will come..i believe it is [doa-doakan la ye?] kebetulan i'd started my new entry soon after raya ni..i would like to congratulate my close friend Zatil Naimah a.k.a Atil-Kutil cos she'd just delivered a cute healthy nephew for me.CONGRATULATIONS! makin btambahla anak sedare saye skarang ni.bagos-bagos..Aunty Jiyna happy sangat!

A Barbie Doll Makeup ..

2011-09-07T16:46:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

Great day everyone!!

it's been a very long hush after a few days without an entry for those following days,kan korang? anyway..saye agak a little bit busy since dah start keje after raya.hmm..banyak plak keje yang kene update and to be complete.at the moment saye tengah struggle to compile all of the documentation for our Alumni society.anyhow..nak taknak this month i have to register it so that on this coming December..our college dah pon ade Persatuan Alumni. baru saye tau btape susah nye nak prepare all of the documentation in order to make sure that those documentation tak kene reject dengan ROS [registrar of society]..doakan supaye saye bjaye siapkan sume tu by this month [Aminn!]

well..other than that..i just wanna share my thoughts on what i inspired recently.saye taktau knape saye sangat adore with the barbie doll makeup.since raya aritu..saye keep on watching those tutorials on 'it' and do some so-called research about the makeup.entah..saye rase cam comel jek makeup camtu.teringin nak try.but i bet i will definitely look FUGLY with the makeups on [hahaha] bet i am..~ tapi saye tengok..those vloggers yang bwat the tutorials look so fabs with the makeups.cantek gile kot! and i used to follow this one of the youtubers -Promise Phan a.k.a Dope 2111.pandai gile die makeup!and she's absolutely pretty even without a makeup.she was so seductive with the makeup everytime she'd transformed herself into a beautiful chicks [gosshh..i envy her] jeles seh tengok orang cantek-cantek ni [huhu]

i guess..one fine day i'll try the makeup looks and observe whether it suits me or not [haha] saye tau saye akan nampak sangat burok.pape pon..hoping that one fine day saye akan cube one of the tutorials yang saye dah tengok+that inspired me that much.i believe that the barbie doll inspired make-up is a very sensual+feminine make-up+a make-up which is visible and cute.. just look at the colors used to create the make-up.basically those are soft,warm,bright colors,shimmery or matte.anyway..sume tuh actly depending on each persons preference..here are some tips untuk u'olls sume..

you can go for a softer look by limiting the amount of make-up used or you can go bolder by increasing the amount of make-up used during application..[ha..decide la] hehe..but as we knew..tthe most common colors used in creating a barbie doll are obviously baby pink..hot pink..raspberry [ i know it doesn't look like the color kan?haha]..greens..blues..lavender and some other soft colors.ade ke yang ttibe nak barbie yang ala-ala gothic giteww?? [haha] what else should i say..it is better to use pastel..warm colors because the barbie-look has constantly been seen with expresses warmth.. fun and good taste.baru la nampak the real barbie kan??

damn pretty!serious saye sangat jeles..

and..

<--- TADAaa!!

Raya = G.E.M.O.K.s

2011-09-03T00:08:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum everyone!!

duhh..hari ni genap raya ke-4.since this festive season..i had no time to update this blog [pathetic btol]..hmm..i'd been so damn busy with all of the preparation for the festive.seriously..this time raya, i enjoyed it so damn much.best gile kot!everyday..ade jek mende yang kitorang bwat.and of cos..things yang wajib kitorang bwat everytime raye is..visiting our relatives [tu dah jadik pkare wajib kott]then having a must-have fave-all-time rendangs and ketupats.wewiittt..best sangat!nyum-nyumm..

rase nye macam berat dah naek kot.i guess i am.i did realized that i'm putting on weight during this festive.tapi yang pelik nye..my cuzzy seems to look at me in a different angle.how come she said that i looked a bit 'skinny' [skinny kah??] ahaks!well.. maybe sebab we haven't meet for a few months..and harusla die tengok saye konon 'kurus' kot.padahal..memboyot suda akuini..[sabah bah] saye rase lepas raye ni..starting from next week i had to do something.macam nak diet jek rase.kalo tak bwat something..harusla i'll look exactly like an ogre [huhu] mintak-mintakla menjadik [pray for me then!]

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, EVERYONE!!

2011-08-30T20:42:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

Good day everyone!!

Anyway..there's nothing much to say..just wanna wish everyone..SELAMAT HARI RAYA ..n MAAF ZAHIR + BATIN..

i know u guys had been surrounded with lot of happiness..happy joyous festive my fellow friends!!

My Mom Was HERE!!

2011-08-27T11:24:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum everyone!

i was so happy since yesterday.and alhamdulillah..my mom had been safely arrived to ur hometown on last evening [happy sehh] i am so excited to celebrate this eid..everybody will be here and i bet this time 'raya'..it will be more fun since all of my family members will be celebrating together [weett wettt]

smalam bbuke kat Kenny's.nyumm nyumm..tapi punye la ramai orang u'olls.sepbaek i dah bwat reservtion earlier.if not..dah confirm akan bbuke jam 8mlm la gamaknye..anyway..this will be a short entry..will be back soon with more updates from me..

stay tune...[hahaha poyo gile!]

Anyway..my baby tomato n chilli dah pon membesa 'sket'.tak sabo nak tunggu those bbuah

Man, i Am So Talented =D

2011-08-24T21:14:00.001+08:00

I'd just browsed into my pictures folder and found out 'this' [haha] it was funny anyway.i still remembered when was 'this thingy' been accidentally happened [haha again] last week i did mentioned that i have to attend a meeting in KL ryt guys?..and this is what happened before i left 'Berlin'.i used my friend's PC and all of sudden..i'd been accidentally making 'this' for him.hahaha..why Princess Fiona?? i had no idea man..i just found that this green ogre been so cute and decided to do some picture editing.yea..there it goes..HAHAHA..

hopefully he won't go mad with me..i knew he won't.he might just love this as much as i do ryt??hehe..after all i did noticed that i'd just did a small butterfly right after my signature [signature kah??burok benorr] hee..i had no idea what was it supposed to be before.particularly..yeah..it was a butterfly walaopon takde ghupe langsong..haha [pttuiii]

It's About The $$$

2011-08-24T10:41:00.001+08:00

Wewitt.. Assalamualaikum..~

Morning peeps!

i've heard that today..our 'gaji' for this month dah pon masok [untuk yang keje gomen lerr]..saye taktau la sahih ke tak rumors tuh cos saye sendirik tak check lagi.tapi ade kawan saye yang dah check,die kate die punye dah masok.kalo betol..best la [gile tak best??] hmm..since i'd been joining 'gomen' ni..i felt a bit relieved even though there's a certain part that i don't even 'like' it so damn much [tak perlu la saye mention kan?] i mean in term of salaries..bonuses..hmm everything seems to be 'perfect' [haha] mane tak nye..sebelom ni keje,gaji masok lambat jek.alhamdulillah for all this [thanks Allah]

anyway..saye malas la nak cakap pasal gaji ni.cukop ke..tak cukop ke..cemane pon saye tau it still doesn't look 'enough' for us.maybe there's a part that we didn't spent it in a proper ways..or maybe there's another reason..[wallahualam..] pape pon..during this festive season..obviously we have to be very wise to spend our money.especially those government servants yang macam saye ni..gaji masok awal..harusla abes pon cepat.n how to survive for the following months?? [lu pikir la sendirik!] hahaha..well i understood..time festive season ni la banyak SALE kan??haha..n mule la kite [yang pompuan ni] terase addicted gile nak bershopping like hell.mane tak nye sume shopping malls yang pegi..sume ade SALE! [hee] well..i did experienced this mase kat KL last week.nyesal! nyesal! NYESAL!!

so to those yang nak shopping raye nanti..don't be a crazayyy shopaholic [hehe]

My M&S Favourite-All-Time Cookies

2011-08-21T10:00:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

Good Morning everyone!!

i'd just reached 'Berlin'.gossh..it's a Lazy Sunday.malas nye nak keje.nak datang keje tadi pon punye la susah.i text Mimi..ajak die pegi pukol 6.30am instead of 6.10am like we used to do before.hmm..sampai jugak on time.its just that i have to speed la kan [hehe] sampai jek ofis..trus out of mood.hmm..memang trus rase tak best! goshh..sampai bile la i have to stand with this kind of life [huhu]

anyway..tetibe terase kelaparan.terase macam nak 'breakfast' [hahaha]..erm actly tadi sempat jugak grab one piece of choc.chip cookies kegemaran-sepanjang-hidup saye!! i bought it mase pegi b'buke kat KLCC last Friday night.n seriously..saye memang melepaskan kegeraman saye yang sangat gile-gile kat Marks & Spencer aritu..where i bought loads of food stuffs especially my faveret-all-time cookies.yum-nyumm..since i had been stranded in Berlin ni..saye dah tak penah 'sentuh' that nyummy cookies.dulu mase kat Nilai..every week i'll bought those for my food stuffs.dahla kat Penang takde Marks & Spencer.memang craving like hell la saye!

this time..YEAHH!! i bought a few..n harap-harap cukopla stock saye tuh.nanti balik KL..bole rembat lagi.kalo tak dapek..gamak nye tpakse la makan sket-sket supaye tak habes [haha] sounds stingy gile kan??

Nyum-nyum!! i'd been addicted to this stuff .u guys should try..n i bet u will love it!!

the cookies!! shedapnye...!!

I'm Not in The List..

2011-08-19T23:50:00.001+08:00

Huu..

why do i have to waked up n stayed up at this time?? [huu] kenape la saye kene siapkan data-data students ni.adoii mate dah naek juling da ni tengok sume raw data dalam sistem <-- haha.i wrote this last night!n tak sempat nak complete this entry as i fell asleep in front of my lappy.hee..i guess saye nak continue jek on this entry.sebab nye..malas saye nak delete the draft.cam sayang jekk.. [ahaks]

anyway..saye dah pon selesai with the meeting kat Kolej Komuniti Selayang.lega jek rase bile sume data dah complete n dah key-in dalam sistem.hopefully takde problem la lpasni [aminn] i was in Taman Melawati now.n kawan saye from KK Kulim n KK Kepala Batas dah pon on the way back to Penang [girls..thanks for sending me home] hopefully they'll arrive safely. bile tingat balik..cam best jugak this time punye bengkel.meeting old friends from those different colleges n again jumpe derang balik.yela..dah name pon Pegawai Tracer Study kolej.kalo pegi meeting memane pon pasal tracer..harusla muke yang same jek kitorang akan jumpe [hehe] best!!

tapi..tak puas hati btol bile tengok laporan pengesanan graduan 2010 yang kitorang dapat tadi..my name takde pon.yang ade name orang laen.padahal..yang bwat laporan tu bukan nye orang itew pon.it was me!! [huu] kenapela JPKK tak update lagi all the details.sedangkan dah banyak kali inform derang that i am the one who incharged of all the graduates..[sedeh gile!!pilu jek rase] kesian saye.anyway..bukanla nak rase glamour ke ape.it just that for my own satisfaction.yela..after bgelumang dengan SPSS bagai..at least rase puas sket bile di credited as one of the tracer's..hmm..pathetic me!!!

Pregnant Women Are SEXxaaY..!!

2011-08-17T09:17:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

Morning peeps!!

perghh..skejap jek dah masok hari ke-17 kite bpuase.yeyeh!!dah nak raye..thank god baju raye dah pon beli [thanks lolong!! awak sponsor kan?] haha..anyway..taun ni dah nekad nak pakai baju kurong warne merah.yess..i'd been admiring this color since last year.RED-HOT-CHILLI-PEPPERS! n i bet u guess can imagine how it looks like kan? [hehe] well..obviously,since i am 27th now..i can't remember when was the last time i had my own baju kurong in RED.hee..i guess i have one back in year 2003 [ahaks!] time tu mase tengah amek diploma in Dungun.n taktau kat mane tcampak baju kurong iteww.. definitely i bet women will look sexier if they are wearing a red dress.cos..yeah..RED = SEXY [did u guys agree with me?]

dulu saye penah teruja with my own friend sebabnye..on that day she's wearing a red baju kurong.n yes..die nampak sexy gile kot with that color.same goes to the other friends..where they love to wear this red-thingy..n bile tengok jek,nampak kawan-kawan pompuan saye iteww sexy! [sepbaekla saye ni pompuan kan?] lagi-lagi kalo pompuan itu tengah pregnant. ow helloww!!saye bukan seorang yang LESBO okeh?? [haha] n still i'm attracted to a guy [hehe..Incek Daniel la tuu..] saye just suke tengok pompuan pregnant.seriously..they look SO SEXXayyyy..hmm..pregnant womens are sexy kan?kenape eh all of the sudden they become so-ohhmaiigoodd naturally sexy with a small bump in front.chomell..!! [heh..i realized..asal cam repetitious jek ayat-ayat saye eh??] haha.. btw,i'd been watching this scene in one of our favourite MTV Channel..Heidi Klum n her lovely hubby, Seal. she's in red while having her 2nd pregnancy.seriously..she looks so damn gorgeous!n her flawless face..nampak sangat she's happy with her life kan?? n same goes to our Posh Spice, Mrs.Beckham..with her baby girl bump while wearing a halter neck red maxi dress,sunglasses n her flip flops..pergh!tak ke cantek gitewww??

wish i had mine too..n wondering..do i look that 'sexy' macam derang mase saye preggy-preggy nanti??[haha] rase cam burok jek weh!!aduhh..i can't imagine myself in a maternity dress.harusla macam Fiona si wifey Shrek iteww..gossh!! HELL NO..~ok..saye tanak imagine lagi.if not..mesti saye takot nak pregnant bile dah kawen nanti [haha..sengal!] tapi saye pasti korang..n my beloved friends are sexy bile derang preggy..

See.Toldcha!!she looks stunning kan?aduhh..envy her so bad =|

Bonus = Savings = Blog Design

2011-08-15T15:45:00.001+08:00

Haishh..

kejap jek da hari ke-15 kite b'puase.tak sangke kejap jek mase b'lalu.seda-seda dah masok hari ke-15..in 2 weeks time jek lagi kite akan beraye [weehuu!!] anyway..arini rase happy sangat.mane taknye BONUS dah masok kot [gile tak happy??] walaupon dapat RM800 jekk..but am still happy.daripade takde..[alhamdulillah].hmm..i decide not to use that money.akan ku sumbangkan ke my savings account [haha] smoge betambah-tambah cucu cicit $$$ itu supaye senang sket nak kawen taun depan.

kang ade jugak kenduri kawen ade canopy jek.then sume makan kat atas lantai [haha] i guess this year i have to sacrifice a LOT.control myself! tak bole shopping menggile or waste my money ssuke ati.tapi kan..saye rase this year memang saye agak kurang spent my money.i used to spent on fuel n beli groceries, plus belanje my family jek.ok la tu kan? walaupon kekadang terase over spent sesangat. saye kene calculate balik my monthly expenditure so that still every month saye dapat 'sedekahkan' ke saving account saye [huahuaa]

hmm..baru jek cakap nak savings kan?tapi kenape saye tetibe excited nak tuka my blog design ni.n since pagi tadik i browsed a few blogs that offers some blog designs.hmm..tak tau nak pilih yang mane satu.n hopefully if dapat tuka my blog design yang sekarang ni..at least bsemangat sket nak b'blogging kan? [cett cam poyo jek ayat] padahal..dah tau diri tu akan busy jekk.hmm..WHATEVERR!! saye still nak..[hahaha]

Ko Tak Puase..Tak Malu!!

2011-08-14T13:58:00.001+08:00

Duhh..

Asal sampai jek ofis pepagi bute ni..mesti rase ngantok ya amat! tetambah bulan puase ni [god..help me pls!] what should i do then?ok..'private room' just behind me..n should i just step into that room? [haha] gile ke hape.kalo masok bilik tu bile rase ngantok..nak landing jek mesti rase bsalah.sebab trase macam curik tulang jek.n at the end..mak tak jadik nak tido u'olls![ahaks! baek gile haku] hmm..nak taknak..tahan jela.2 weeks jek lagik.lpasni saye dah takyah datang pukol 6.15 pagi lagi..

takde la saye kene 'racing' pepagi sebab takot masok lambat.tak pepasal ade jugak big boss yang bising [haha] heh..tetibe saye tingat kejadian pagi tadik.tak pecaye sunggoh dengan perangai orang skarang.name pon bulan PUASE kan?harusla sume umat Islam kene bpuase.tapi ade jugak yang tak 'takot'.berani derang terang-terang makan depan orang laen [wehh tak malu ke nkau huh???!] macam pagi tadi.kite baru jek lepas saho n baru jek smayang suboh.tapi ade jugak yang boleh slumber isap rokok n buang putong rokok mase tengah drive.dah sah-sah la nkau tak puase kan??! [binawe punye mamat]

saye saje jek over take kete tu sebab nak tau 'sape'. skali pandang..muke Melayu seh!n obviously he's a Muslim.tau plak nak cover-cover kan?dah sah-sah die 'segan'.eii..come on la!kenape la nak bpuase pon sangat susah untuk orang Islam yang macam kite ni.bukannye tetiap hari kite kene puase.seriyes sangat pelik ngan lelaki skarang.well..bukan la saye nak cakap sume laki tak puase.tapi sume yang saye nampak..sume nye lelaki.last week pon ade yang 'tkantoi'. i was driving home..n mase kat traffic light saje la saye tpandang kete blakang.skali saye tkejut tengok 'mamat' tu tengah cungkil-cungkil gigi die [damn!ko memang tak puase!!] nampak sangat die baru jek lepas makan. tolongla..time tuh kite ade lagik sejam kot nak b'buke. ko period ke?? tetibe bbuke awal?? tak malu!!!

i was so upset n dissapointed..u just imagine kalo bangse laen yang 'tengok'..what would they say? malu laa..[huu] saye pasti orang-orang ini mesti takde kesedaran pasal agame.maybe derang anggap puase..n all these are craps! tapi ingatla korang..bile kite mati nanti..baru kite nampak semue nye..[wallahuallam..]

.UseLess. i Don't Even Know How To Change a Tyre!!

2011-08-13T01:47:00.004+08:00

Salam everyone!!

i should drop by 'here' few days ago.haha..i had experienced 'this' on last Thursday.anyway..tula..orang dah pesan..blajo tuka tyre kete.tapi saye degil!! [ahaks] bile dah jadik..barula nak gelabah.seriyes saye tak penah t'pk pon that i'll experienced those situation.and the best part is..'we' actually stranded near the palm plantation.gosshh!! knape la time-time tu plak die nak pancit kan.hmm..sepbaek la bukan saye sorang time tu [Mimi..ko kene pam tyre ko slalu weh] kalo tak..saye pasti saye akan nanges! gile tak cuak kitorang time tu.tengah-tengah sonok bergosip..n baru jek lpas dari 'BLACK AREA', ttibe bunyik sswatu..~kelua jek darik kete...MAK DAH AGAK DAH!!!! [hahaha]

what should we do then?? both of us NEVER+doesn't know at all on how to change the tyre.obviously..we need help!!!saye tau nak gune 'jack' jek..yang laen saye tak tau.funny thing is..we both try stop those car that passed by 'us'..but there's NO one would rather to stop and help us! [celake btol] knape eh?? kitorang tak cukop sexy ke tsadai kat tepi jalan tu?? tapi yang kitorang tersangat pelik nye..why those car at the opposite side jek yang benti and willing to help us?? siap ade yang dah passed by us sanggop pusing balik. [Thanks a lot to that 'adik' Poly Kulim] sorryla dik..akak tlupe nak tanye name kamu ape.haha..kesian adik itu..die punye la pulun tolong kitorang pasang spare tyre..skali spare tyre tu plak takde angin. APE CITE??..

seriyes saye nak tgelak time tu!adoiii Cik Mimi..knapela kamu tak isi angin spare tyre iteww..[hahaha] adik oo adik..takpela..kamu balik jela..n thanks sebab tolong akak -akak ini ye..kesian kamuu . i had no choice then.kat kpale ni just tingat my close buddy yg still kat office [abg pijiii!!] agak malu jugak nak mintak tolong die..tp dah desperate punye pasal..mak redah jek! bile pk balik..agak jaoh jugak die nak dtg tolong kitorang ni..then harusla die kene tolong pegi pam spare tyre tu n patah balik ke kitorang [haiiyoo]

punye la bharap at the same time die dapat jumpe kitorang.as i told u before..kan kitorang 'stranded' kat cerok mane ntah.yang pasti banyak gile klape sawit keliling.haha..scary doww! smentare tunggu derang..harusla saye sebok mengire kereta-kereta yang benti nak tolong kitorang [baek btol orang-orang itew sebenarnye] abang-abang+pacik lori..pacik moto..mamat hensem.. baek sunggoh kamu! saye sangat tharu! kalo ade yang tak benti pon..saye tau n paham kamu sume rushing nak balik 'berbuke' kat umah [haha.positive btol saye ni] at the end..bjaye jugak 'Chef' and Abg Lan datang n tolong kitorang [thanks to them!] saye pasti kalo takde derang..both of us will be in trouble...[sayang kamu-kamu Abang!!]

ok..saye janji lepas ni saye akan blaja tuka tyre so that if the same thing happened again..takdela saye rase sgt USELESS.hahaha..

Nahh..harusla pic ni saye beso kan!just to show how ~~YAYATT~~ BAEK sangat my buddies helping us.sampai camtu skali ha..[haha..Abang Lan,kamu memang sangat klaka la]

My Lazy Day!!!

2011-08-08T09:56:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum everyone!!

hari ni taktau knape saye ttibe jadik sucha Lazy-bumm..all the way from Penang pagi tadi..mate dah rase macam juling jek.memang rase tersangat ngantok.tapi kesian kat my 'driver'..so i tried to entertained her with some hot gossips [haha] sampai jek ofis..trus attack bilik fail yang kat sebelah tempat saye.perghh bile dapat tido skejap tadik..badan dah rase fresh [hee].. i guess maybe saye ttibe jadik camni sebab my niece will going back to KL kot. huu..will be missing her so much! sangat tak pcaye that she'd grown up. she's so cute..dengan pelat nye..[eeee..geram macam nak tubit-tubit jek!] haha..~takpe..raye nanti she'll be here.so maybe saye kene tahan sket dari rindu die lebeh-lebeh.ahaks!

anyway..i plan to apply and submit my raya leaves today.tapi rase cam gerun jek nak jumpe my KJ (Ketua Jabatan).haha..bile pk balik..nak taknak pon i HAVE TO.cos before proceed to our Pengarah..harusla kitorang kene redah jumpe our KJ first.if not..our leave won't be approve [adoiiyaii] perlu ke saye anta arini? macam awal sangat la plak nak anta.hmm..i guess i have to wait for another few days.bile dah tengah-tengah bulan sket..takdela nampak sangat awal anta leave kan? [haha] adoii risau kalo cuti tak di approve.who cares anyway! it was my right pon kan.lagipon dah almost 7 months saye tak mintak cuti.MC apetah lagi [perghh..] and since my mom will be here..saye akan berusaha untuk cuti lebeh sket ..[yippiee!!]

My little niece loves to sing!haha..seriously she'd grown up.goshh love n miss her so much

=> Scarecrow's Behavior..

2011-08-06T07:05:00.004+08:00

Good day everyone!

Alhamdulillah..baru jek lepas saho n solat subuh.dunno why..tetibe jek trase nak drop by 'here' and checking a few blogs that i used to follow [hehe] anyway..i knew that i'd been missed a few entries.actually..currently i was so damn busy with my working life [duhh..] dunno when it will ends.aduhh tak sangke di bulan puase ni pon saye akan busy macam bulan-bulan yang sebelum ni. fed-up jek rase! PENAT vs Scarecrows..~haha..baru jek malam tadi saye tengok this horror movie..Messenger 2:Scarecrows..~saye memang sangat tak suke with those horror movies.lagi-lagi kalo cite tu yang ade bunoh-bunoh or makan-makan orang.gosshh!!bole muntah kot.tapi taktaula..bole plak saye ngadap that movie ssorang malam tadi.maybe sebab saye sangat interested with that horror-evilish scarecrow yang hodoh kot!and suddenly it reminds me of that thingy with this entry..Scarecrow = Evil! hehe..

to relate 'this' with my working life..obviously la kan kalo kite penat b'keje we will tend to consider about our surrounding jugak.cos sometimes our exhausted feelings ade jugak disebabkan oleh orang-orang around us!penat dengan keje..penat dengan 'SCARECROWS' a.k.a orang-orang yang saye rase sangat uncomfortable to be with [aduhh..memang dugaan betol puase ni] i just don't know why those people had these mentalities of being so evil with the other people.patotnye bulan puase ni..we have to control our behavior blabla..tapi kenape there's a few yang perangai tahpape.i don't want to mention in detail about those.but can u stop being so pessimistic n annoying around people?? and can u stop talking craps n watch out your mouth?? cos obviously..it smell 'STINKS' [haha] tak tau la orang-orang ni pk pahale derang akan btambah kot kalo prangai macam sett n mulot macam choiii..[ya Allah..tolong la seda-seda kan orang-orang ini] supposedly..bulan yang penoh rahmat n mulia ni..derang pk la untuk buat 'kebaikan'..tapi ni tak..

saba jela bile tengok orang-orang macam ni.smoge dalam bulan puase ni saye akan tetap n terus b'saba dengan kerenah-kerenah scarecrows 'iteww'..harap-harap tahap kesabaran saye akan tetap 'menten' n takkan threatened my 'puase' dengan perasaan saket ati..menyampah..marah..or rase nak nyumpah seranah kat scarecrows..buang mase jek kan kalo ade 'perasaan-perasaan' yg macam tu..especially untuk orang-orang yg macam iteww... [astaghfirullahalazimm..~]

ok then..malas nak disgorged my feelings lebih-lebih..[haha] guess that i'm going to have or maybe a good word to describe it is..'continued' my sleep..haha..see ya then..

love you guyss!!!

1st Ramadhan..ALHAMDULILLAH~

2011-08-01T16:37:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah..~

thats the first word that crossed my mind now.tak sangke skejap jek mase b'lalu..seda-seda dah masok bulan Ramadhan [alhamdulillah]..n Alhamdulillah jugak,saye still b'kesempatan untuk 'rase' and face this prosperous month [alhamdulillah..] Alhamdulillah jugak Allah bagi saye peluang untuk b'puase dengan my beloved family especially my little sis, Mimin n my babah which is saye sangat happy bile bangun saho tadi and realized that i have to cooked for 4 of us.kalo tak..before this memang jarang bangun saho makan mende yang heavy.slalu minom air jek.but this time..yayyy!!i'm closed to my family..[alhamdulillah..]

Alhamdulillah jugak sebab this time puase..saye ade dekat my lovely hometown with a new job [which i bet for the sake of my future] but at the same time..i had this small feeling of missing my old friends yang kat Nilai.last year..my 1st ramadhan obviously dekat Nilai.with my friends n students around.the best part is..everytime nak berbuka jek..me,my housemate a.k.a closefriend Rina..and my beloved students will prepare n cook for the 'berbuka' treats.sangat best! time tu memang riuh n havoc la rumah tu.my non-muslim students pon join.n sometimes kalo trase pemurah on that day..kitorang akan anta sket makanan kat neighbour depan..n our fellow friends yang stayed around..

goshh..best nye kenangan tuh..and i missed THEM so bad.alhamdulillah sebab Allah bagi saye peluang untuk merase the best moments in my life..thank you!!!and if my old friends..Rina..Sis Wan..Liza..Su..Aida do read this..cube korang flash back balik time puase dulu..hehe..best kan??[haha] and besides..Alhamdulillah my relationship with my Apek still goes on until now.walaupon tak sangke our relationship dah almost 4years..with the ups n downs..we managed to be together until TODAY [alhamdulillah..]

Alhamdulillah jugak..my mommy..my babah and my grandpa, Wan still sehat until today.alhamdulillah sebab Allah bagi orang-orang yang saye TERsangat sayang [my family..my friends..my soulmate] sehat dengan kesihatan yang baek [alhamdullillah] and saye harap sesangat sampai bebile pon derang akan sentiase sehat and Allah akan protect derang wherever/whenever they are [Aminn!!] anyway..whatever it is.. i'm happy with my life now.can't wait to face the future!!

ALHAMDULILLAH..~

[ i LOVE eggs ]

2011-07-29T23:03:00.001+08:00

Guys..

i think i'm addicted to these eggs thingy oready..haha..anyway..i made those picture according to the real us..

it was so FUN anyway..~hee..and they look so cute! ahaks..wee!!saye sangat suke..hee

[ Joget Jelly Kursus Induksi ]

2011-07-23T14:24:00.003+08:00

Wee..~

arini hari ke-5 kat Alor Setar..6 days to go.anyway..baru skarang terase best sangat Kursus Induksi ni.banyak sangat info and things yang saye tak tau since join gomen ni and had been clarify clearly by those speakers [thanks to them!] i guess today's ceramah agak best sebab we did discussed about the allowances [haha] baru ku tau skarang..~hmm there's a part ade jgak terase yang what we deserve to get..tak dapat [agak kejam disitu ok] and now i realized..banyak gile 'benefits' yang kitorang akan dapat [best best!!] and yang saye tak bole blah bile saye tsalah cakap pasal one of the allowance given.HAHA..it was ELAUN CUTI TANPA GAJI which for golongan pompuan..kitorang bole apply cuti untuk 'feed' our new-born baby and cuti tuh di kire tanpa gaji ok..bukan ELAUN CUTI SUSU KAN ANAK! slumber and confident jek saye tanye that speaker.haiyo..cemane bole salah cakap ni.malu gue.abes sume gelakkan saye..=D

day 5th..baru terase the excitement.especially bile dapat kenal kengkawan baru from all over places.and the best part is..SUME sangat sporting and obviously satu kepale.happy and felt so glad sebab dapat kenal ngan derang.you guys are the best!!!

anyway..the video below was mase sesi petang tadik.the speaker nampak ade yang tengah 'bezikir'..so suddenly she asked us to 'joget-joget makyong' okey..and it was FUN!!! saye bwat sket-sket jek..cos busy record kengkawan saye bjoget.hamboii kemaen lagik derang ni.happy jek sume!! tapi yang paling best..tak kire pompuan or laki..sume sangat sporting [cayala korang!!].. lepas ni kalo ade aksi joget-joget lagi..akan saye upload lagik..hehe..if ade among of them yang TER tengok this vid..jangan mara aaaaa.. =)

Bread Showpiece VS Induksi

2011-07-18T12:21:00.001+08:00

Pheww..~

today am going to Alor Star..at last..dapat jugak Kursus Induksi ni..after 9months baru kene panggil [bapak aa lame gile!] my friends yang the same batch ngan saye pon sume dah pegi..saye n yg lelaen from KKBK jek yang belom.tahpape jek..~

well i blieve for these 10days saye akan sangat busy dengan kursus ni.dengar kate kene dengar cramah 24/7.yikes!!but hopefully our kursus ni will be a lot of fun la sebabnye..saye tau kalo saye sangap..mule la saye akan ZzzZzz..hahaha..by the way..today will be my last day jugak to join our TOT course [huu] tak best betol!time ni la kursus TOT n time ni jugak la kene attend induksi..but what to do. anyway..sempat jugak la saye blaja nak bwat bread showpiece and dummy bread walaupon hanye 4days saye join the course.it was fun anyway![kalo tak takde la saye nak sacrifice my weekend kan??]..baru saye tau best jugak bwat showpiece ni.tapi nak bwat die..mak aii..bole tahan susah die.t'pikir cmane la nak force the students utk siapkan within a certain period.padahal mase kitorang bwat ni pon dah rase nak terCIRIT [haha]..anyway..sayonara TOT..n welcome INDUKSI..

guys..enjoy the pics..those pics was from my group's showpiece..[Su,Lissa & Sha..memang best la korang!we had been a great team anyway!]tak sangke kitorang ni sangat talented n dah bole join competition dah pon [perasan doww!!]

Tada!!! comey tak our lil.cute figurines??

our kereta sorong with scattered breads n buns.. =)

BEFORE.our small figurines..

Cute gile our petit kitchen..

our petit kitchen.small table with small breads n buns on top.plus,small old-fashioned oven

Seriously..You Stinks!!!

2011-07-17T09:46:00.003+08:00

Goshh..i wonder how people could ever ignore/neglect their personal care without noticing that they actually spreading n spraying some sort of a poisonous odour.which is known as.. BAD SMELL.come on..bukan ke brushing up our teeth is something yg tersangat COMPULSORY in our daily life.tak ke kalo kite gune common sense..if tak gosok gigi..hat will happen to ur teeth blabla..[hadoii ni pon nak kene aja ke macik??]apparently..they look so cool!acting like there's nothing happen.but unfortunately..there is something happened!! yikes!!i believe some of us do actly facing the same situation here.these people look so 'comel' physically..but ya Allah..when those thing they don't even care..they actually changed people's perceptions towards them [haha]..

saye bukannye nak mengate..but this is what happened now.FOR REAL!!itula..mulot sangat jahat.being mean to those 'naive' people like 'us'..skali..hamek nko! mulot bau macam tahik..[urgh!] spread lagik rumors yang bebukan pasal orang yang tak bsalah..at last..~nak bdirik sblah pon mak tak tahan.whenever i had to deal with 'those' people..i have to prepare myself and bare with the smell.poor my nostrils sebab tak dapat btahan [haha]..

morale of the story..we have to put an extra care on this personal thingy.it is for our own good and apparently for our health jugak.dah name pon as our regular basis..kalo tak buat..dah sah-sah macam-macam akan jadik.for example..gigi blobang..busuk..hitam blabla..[euuww!] but then..ksianla orang-orang skeliling..tpakse tahan with those bad odour..yikes!!nanti mulela cakap orang tanak dduk dekat ngan die/tanak kawan ngan die..padahal....~hahaha..so guys..pepaham jela ek..=)

( Preparation Before Memeluk ISLAM )

2011-07-11T12:16:00.001+08:00

I just dunno why suddenly hari ni saye rase macam excited n nak sangat wrote an entry about muallaf thingy [hehe] hmm..there's a hundred reasons anyway..n i hope 'these' will helps him a lots..~anyway..i got these from one of a blogger that used to wrote on 'muallaf'.his blog obviously quite interesting n trus saye terase nak follow his blog.INSYAALLAH..these will help us a lot to go through our life ahead [Aminn] credits and thanks to teaching4muallaf..~

1. Persiapan Mental

Peringkat pertama, Sebelum memeluk Islam saudara muslim perlu mempersiapkan mental dalam menghadapi cabaran daripada keluarga dan kawan-kawan bukan Islam dan juga muslim sejak lahir. Sebelum memaklumkan pengislaman kepada keluarga maka saudara muslim perlu memberikan isyarat secara perlahan-lahan kepada keluarga bahawa telah memeluk Islam baik melalui perbuatan atau perkataan. Saudara muslim boleh menerangkan tentang Islam secara perlahan-lahan apabila terdapat isu Islam ditayangkan di televisi atau surat kabar. Saudara muslim perlu membetulkan tanggapan negatif keluarga bukan Islam terhadap Islam secara perlahan-lahan tanpa memihak kepada Islam hanya memberikan penerangan secara lojik akal.

Peringkat Kedua, Media massa yang menyampaikan perkara negatif tentang islam telah mempengaruhi minda mereka sehingga sebahagian mereka sangat anti kepada Islam. Apabila peringkat pertama telah selesai maka saudara muslim perlu melalui peringkat kedua iaitu menunjukkan perubahan akhlak yang lebih baik berbanding sebelumnya. Tunjukkan akhlak positif yang belum pernah diamalkan sebelumnya seperti lebih kerap melawat ibu bapa di kampung dan memberikan saguhati kepada mereka serta layan mereka dengan baik.

Peringkat ketiga, Saudara muslim berpura-pura tanya kepada ibu bapa apakah respon mereka jika anak-anaknya memeluk Islam? Jika mereka memberikan respon yang negatif maka ambil masa yang agak lama untuk memaklumkan pengislaman kepada ibu bapa. Sekiranya ibu bapa memberikan respon positif maka tunggu masa yang sesuai untuk memaklumkan pengislaman kepada mereka.

Peringkat terakhir, Saudara muslim sudah bersedia apabila keluarga tidak dapat menerima pengislaman baik secara emosi mahupun fizikal. Kebiasaan ibu bapa atau ahli keluarga yang lain tidak dapat menerima berita pengislaman tersebut dengan tenang. Saudara muslim harus memberikan masa kepada mereka untuk dapat menerima pengislaman tersebut. Jangan paksa mereka menerima pengislaman tersebut dalam masa yang singkat. Saudara muslim sendiri mengambil masa yang agak lama untuk menerima dirinya sebagai seorang muslim maka keluarga memerlukan masa yang lebih lama berbanding saudara muslim menerima diri sendiri sebagai muslim.

Kebiasaan saudara muslim mengabaikan perkara ini, mereka mengharapkan keluarga dapat menerima pengislaman dirinya serta merta sedangkan diri sendiri juga memerlukan masa yang agak lama untuk menerima dirinya sebagai seorang muslim. Sekiranya saudara muslim memerlukan masa setahun untuk menerima dirinya sebagai seorang muslim dan mengamalkan islam maka ibu bapa memerlukan masa yang lebih lama mungkin dua tahun ataupun empat tahun.

Persiapan mental saudara muslim sebelum memeluk Islam juga dapat dilakukan dengan bertukar pandangan dengan saudara muslim yang telah memeluk Islam. Lebih baik lagi sekiranya saudara muslim dapat menjumpai saudara muslim dan tinggal bersama mereka supaya dapat melihat secara nyata kehidupan seorang saudara muslim. Mereka akan faham cabaran seorang saudara muslim dalam menghadapi keluarga, kawan bukan Islam dan juga masyarakat Islam. Perkara ini sangat membantu seseorang yang akan memeluk Islam dalam pembinaan mental dalam menghadapi cabaran selepas memeluk Islam kelak.

2. Persiapan pengetahuan tentang Islam

Belajar Asas Islam :

Sebelum mengucap syahadah seeloknya menghadiri kelas-kelas asas agama Islam yang dianjurkan oleh pertubuhan-pertubuhan bukan Kerajaan. Kelas asas tersebut sangat berguna kepada mereka apabila bergelar saudara muslim kelak supaya saudara muslim tidak terjadi kejutan budaya daripada budaya lama kepada budaya atau agama Islam.

Persiapan syahadah:

Sebelum mengucap syahadah secara rasmi seeloknya mereka belajar lafaz syahadah dengan muslim yang dapat mengajarkannya. Perkara ini akan memudahkan proses syahadah secara rasmi, kerana syahadah dalam bahasa Arab yang asing bagi bukan Islam. Mereka perlu menghafal lafaz tersebut sampai lancar dan mengulangi di hadapan kawannya supaya tidak gemetar semasa mengucap syahadah.

Pada masa yang sama, sekiranya mereka ingin menukar nama ke dalam bahasa Arab maka persiapkan nama tersebut awal-awal supaya tidak terkejut apabila imam menanyakan nama Arab atau nama islamnya. Sungguhpun penukaran nama merupakan pilihan kepada saudara muslim tetapi kadang kala imam atau ustaz akan menanyakan perkara tersebut. Elok juga menjumpai saudara muslim yang pengalaman dalam urusan syahadah untuk memudahkan membuat persiapan rapi sebelum syahadah.

3. Persiapan kewangan

Sebelum memaklumkan pengislaman kepada ibubapa maka saudara muslim harus memastikan keadaan kewangan yang stabil sehingga apabila ibubapa menghentikan peruntukan kepada mereka maka tidak kebuluran. Oleh itu saudara muslim yang memeluk Islam semasa masih belajar seeloknya menyembunyikan pengislaman sehingga bekerja tetap dan mempunyai kewangan yang stabil.

A Great Weekend !

2011-07-11T09:25:00.002+08:00

i had a great weekend! meeting my ex-student, Ziah..and of cos..me love.goshh..now i realized that i really missed them so much.Ziah is my ex-GIS student.she used to be very close with me even until now.our family pon da kenal kitorang.even bile saye pegi JB pon..i will stayed at their crib.family die sangat baek and used to treat me like a 'princess'[haha..bole gitew??] papepon..i felt so lucky sebab kenal such a good girl mcm die.da anggap die macam my adek.

and sang 'boyfie' plak..hehe..sangat rindu kat die!thank god this time saye pegi JB..die tak jejak kaki kat skolah die time weekend.kalo tak..even saye ade skalipon..skali saye die angkut pegi skolah [workaholic betol apek ni!]sepbaek la kali ni die da INSAF.bagos btol die kali ni [haha..]the best part is..at last..our dream comes true!dapat jgak tengok TRANSFORMER 3 dengan die.punye la saye tahan n tanak pegi tengok ngan my friends.just because nak tengok dengan apek [lovely tak?] HAHAHA..yeahh!! saye bjaye!! tak kesah la walaupon Incek Daniel dah tlentok kat sbelah..tapi sebab nak 'tengok' dengan die punye pasal kan..saye tetap felt the excitement.hehehe..and Incek Daniel..since u had bought that Harry Potter tic for today..selamat tengok eh.and make sure u go alone! hehe..

anyway..my pokok baby tomato dah grown up [haha..ayat tak seswaii ok]punye la saye risau ever since i'm off to JB last weekend.t'pk sape la yang nak tengok n siram my pokok itew.thanks to my lil.sis sebab tolong ngangah die siramkan..[thank u mimin sayang!!] yayy!! da besa ok?? and dah byk daun-daun yang tumboh.gosshh..tak saba nak tengok pokok tu makin meninggi.wee!!!

well..this pic had been taken on last week.means..an old-dated pic la cos this pokok baby tomato skarang dah tak ghupe cenggini.dah ade banyak dauns actly.will post a new pic later =)

Stoopid TROLLS!

2011-07-07T16:11:00.001+08:00

Hahaha.. i just LOVE the wordings.especially the 'TROLL'..[hahahaha]

i think the picture speaks more then a million words! Never ever...ever give a mean person power over you!it can actually suck the life blood out of you and if it goes on long enough you might, unintentionally, become exactly like them [goshh..gile scary ok??tak hingin haku!]garner the strength..keep your self-respect intact n syuhh..walk away..~this may just put that MEAN TROLL right in their place/sad but true as they just may move onto their next 'victim'! [hahaha]n i wonder who's going to be the victim.hahaha..like who caresss!! [gaye ala-ala Maria Elena]

anyway..i believe mean people do not have a happy life.and bet there's a jealousy.yela..jeles sebab die tak happy mcm orang laen [padan muke!]so..orang-orang mcmni..kite kene nyah kan die darik our life.hehe..ermm..i just come out with a few tips for us to do so..tapi kalo u'olls rase tak ok..takyah follow the tips [hehe]

1) this is what i thought..most mean people have a sarcastic edge [they are!]so..just arm yourself with a few funny one-liners that u can use when faced with a negative person.for example macam..'unggas'..[hahaha] just bahase kan orang-orang itew as an 'UNGGAS'..[duhh!]

2) don't take what a mean person says personally.kite bwat taktau jek.cos orang yang mcmni..derang bajet derang betol jek.bajet maveles.bajet cun.padahal..NAN ADO!! [hehe] so..it is their problem n definitely not yours!in other words..just don't give a DAMN!

3) definitely u have to aware with this.if u have a friend that has a mean streak n tends to say things that hurt u or others..cube cakap mcmni.. "Ouch" out loud n never allow yourself to get sucked into the behavior.cos obviously..burok beno prangai ngko ok!!!n always know it is okay to not continue the friendship..sbbnye..yela..sape nak kawan ngn orang..

4)n yang last skali is..on't go running away scared from a mean person.takyah nak tunjuk yang kite ni COWARD mcm derang.just walk away with a stronger sense of yourself..knowing that u made a good decision not to get sucked into the negativity!haha..[positive btol saye ni..]

The 3 Retarded-Stooges

2011-07-04T16:40:00.001+08:00

Haha..

arini our registration day for those SMK students.and me..tak pepasal jek tpakse jadik Pengerusi Program walaupon baru tau smalam ok?? alhamdulillah everythin goes so damn fine.the registration succeed!yang tak best nye..tpakse tunggu the students.yela..bukan sume datang serentak kan..[huhu] baru tau kesanggapan yang teramat sampaikan saye..Mimi and Seri jadik tingtong.hahaha..seriyes bosan!

This is Mimi [or Memeyyy]..~nampak jek diam..tapi tak bole pcaye die ni.lagik hyper darik saye..haha

Ni plak Seri!haha..nak tgelak haku tengok pic ni.topi tuh memang suits u girl..~die ni plak sengal!lagik sengal darik saye..

anyway..saye memang sengaje tanak letak pic saye[haha]..matila saye kalo minah-minah ni tau saye upload pic derang kat belog saye ni.sumpah gigi besi saye ni kene cabut satu-satu dek derang ni..[aiyoo..mak takott!!larikkkkk] papepon..it was fun today walaupon rase penat sket [mak puase hokeyy]..lapa pon ade tetibe.takpe..balik kang bukak puase..saye akan berabisan hentam makan..[tak saba sehh]

p/s: balik keje karang nak singgahla gi jumpe 'yenna ketapang'..nak rembat samosa telo+sardin die yg besau itew..nyumm nyumm!!

..My Pokok Baby Tomato ..

2011-07-03T22:25:00.003+08:00

tweett tweett..~

happy seh arini.mane taknye..the weather over here was so damn good.tak panas langsung ok..mendung jek manjang.and yg paling best is that..pokok tomato yang saye baru tanam pon dengan happy nye da b'cambah.da ade 'baby pokok' tumbuh![happy seh] tak sia-sia saye ngan my lil.sis bsemangat nak b'cucuk tanam.kononnye as our new hobby la kununn..baru jek 2hari saye campak benih tomato tuh..and unbelievable..trus da nampak 'baby-baby' pokok tumbuh.gile tak happy??[ahaks!]

tak saba nak tunggu pokot tomato tuh membesar.anyway..memandangkan the market price for tomatoes are a bit higher..so utk menjimatkan ongkosnye..baek saye tanam jek.takdela susah nak bwat facial lagi pasni [haha] itu sbenarnye tujuan utame saye ok?? manetau kalo tanam sendirik lebih ber nutrition tomato itew..and bole jadik tomato organic bile da letak baje tahik ayam [my lil.sis sangat excited when it come to 'this'] nanti.HAHAHA..

Nampak tak baby pokok yang tumboh-tumboh tu?? =)

B.R.A.C.E.S - Not-So-Cool

2011-07-02T23:36:00.002+08:00

tweett tweett!!

kelaka jek rase.smenjak saye ber BRACES ni..ramai plak yang tanye about how am i suddenly have 'this' guts to wear that thingy..and ade jugak yang tetibe bsemangat nak join the club pakai braces cam saye..[haha] yang saye rase agak klaka tuh bile i received a few personal message in FB asking this and that about BRACES.sorry guys..bukan saye tanak explain in detail.cume nye..saye baru nak masok 3months wearing 'this'.so nak explain in detail about this braces thingy..agak susah sket la melainkan saye da lame put on braces ni [hehe] all i can say is..wearing 'this' bukannye something yang 'cool' [haha] like what people said..BEAUTY IS PAIN!

well yeah!to those yang bcite-cite nak pakai braces tuh..obviously u have to be mentally and physically prepared.because why..1st thing is..u will spend a BIG amount on it..[to those yg mampu cm saye..teruskan] haha..well what i mean is..anyone yg bekeje la.kan lagi cool kalo kite spent on it using our own money instead of our FAMA [u knw it,aite?] thats the physical part of it.and the other part is..oo yeahh..u have to bare with the PAIN [haha..sounds scary kan?] anyway..yes..u'll be facing this mase memule put on the braces.biasela kan..our teeth need to be tightened so that it could move a bit.and that is why kite kene slalu jumpe ortho once a month for tightening and changing the brackets..

obviously..bukan senang bile da b'braces ni.banyak yang terbatas..especially when we eat.nak makan pon susah korang tau tak!bukan boleh sbarangan makan.the worst part is..kite akan craving with some of the foods yang sebelum ni kite ssuke ati jek nak makan [uhukk] macam saye..i love chewing gums!but unfortunately,memandangkan keadaan saye yang b'gigi besi skarang..saye rase cam dah lame jek saye tak makan mende lembut-lembut tuh [oowhh i missed u bebeh] then saye pasti..u'oll yang da pon pakai braces ni mesti rase ape yg saye rase skarang.goshh..everytime we woke up..mesti trase pelink and a bit awkward bile terase ade 'somethin' yg tajam cocok-cocok kat dlm mulot kite.kekadang tak pepasal TER ketap gigi dengan kuat macam saye!i always did those [haha] sepbaek la brackets tak tcabut.HAHAHA

and by the way..to those yang nak b'braces tuh..saye suggest it is better for u to browse the net regarding some info about it.and it is better for u to go to the specialist cos apparently,the know better [itu ape yg saye rase la] cos tak semue doc yang tau about this 'ortho' thingy.ade jugak klinik yang not specialised in ortho but still accepting this braces services.tapi tula..saye pasti u won't be satisfy with the result blabla..and thats why saye rase..better being consult by the specialist [hehe]and somehow..korang jangan ingat bile da pakai braces korang akan nampak cantek.i admit ade jugak some yang saye tengok nampak sweet jek..tapi saye?? haha..i found myself being so UGGG-LLEEYY!! and saye rase Ugly Betty lagik cantek than me! Incek Daniel pon asyik nganjeng saye jek skarang [da pandai kan??siap u, B!] tengokla bile gigi saye da ok nanti..ahaks!

[ Enaknya Hidup !! ]

2011-07-02T13:17:00.001+08:00

Wee!!

heaven gile bile dapat spent my weekend at home.best gile dapat tido.tengok tv.did some houseworks..perghh seriyes sangat best.lega sangat bile da abes that 2weeks training.hopefully, my life will be back to normal [ahaks!] anyway..went to ortho last thursday.and as i thought before..SAKET!!!

this time memang a bit painful.sebabnye my teeth had been tightened like hell.terase those teeth had been moving a bit.and yes..this time..the brackets is BLUE..ahaks!and tak tipu punye..kaler die memang agak striking.my friend, si Mimi dari jauh da tego..[hahaha] tak bole blah! well..next appointment will be on this 28th..it suppose to be on the 1st August.but since kite pon dah nak puase..so the 'place' will be off+close on that day.takpe..skurang-kurangnye saye pegi awal-awal.if not..memang tpakse tahan saket time bulan puase [lagi naye kott]..anyway..thanks ortho..sebab bjaye bwat saye rase saket [whoopss..]

2nd Visit with The Ortho

2011-06-29T22:39:00.001+08:00

hmm..just changed my appointment with ortho this friday to tomorrow.hell yeahh..tomorrow will be my second appointment with the ortho.seriyes nervous! dah imagine cemane gigi-gigi saye will be tightened..and the brackets!!hmm..cakap pasal bracket..t'pikir plak kaler ape ek saye nak pakai untuk bulan depan [haha] since i'm wearing PINK skarang..terase plak nak tuka pakai kaler PURPLE..or maybe BLUE..[ahaks] best jugak bile dah ber BRACES nih..ade jugak kaler yang boleh make my day..takde la rase boring jek ngadap gigi yang same..

baru jek tadik usha-usha my gigi kat cermin..trase macam ade a few teeth had been moving [just a few] harap-harap gigi saye takkan degil+malas nak bgerak cos saye taknak la pakai lelame braces nih..max will be 2 years [godd..2 years pon dah cukup lame bagi saye] rase nye..ade jugak saye kawen nanti ber BRACES [uhukk] what to do..~tpakse la cover-cover+tak bukak mulut mase photoshot nanti..kalo tak..harusla besinar-sinar gamba saye [bengong!kutok dirik sendirik]

( Pathetic Busy Life )

2011-06-29T22:19:00.000+08:00

Pheww!
just came back from work.damn!macam orang gile jek balik keje lewat-lewat cenggini.felt so damn exhausted.i can't imagine myself having 'this' life like..FOREVER.goshh..NO WAY!! this isn't what we called LIFE.life ain't be this way.and obviously..it shouldn't be this way.takpela..tepakse la at the moment saye b'saba dengan keje saye skarang.i do hope my life will be much more better than 'this' in the future.and i really hope that once i had my own family..i will not be hell busy..or maybe 'workaholic' will be the best word to describe myself now.poor my lil.sister..i couldn't be able to spend more time with her and even guide her with her study [sory Mimin]..

hoping that next month will be a 'leisure' month for me.saye tak suke with my busy life skarang!saye tau la saye still single lagik.but still i have family to be concern off. poor them [huhu] hopefully akan ade yang paham with my situation now..[pretty please!!]

2 Days Left ..~

2011-06-28T13:56:00.001+08:00

Wee..~

we've got another 2 days left.and after this..Sayonara T.O.T..[ahaks!] seriyes bile dah lame attend training ni..rase bosan plak.obviously..bukan saye jek yang rase macamtu.most of my friends felt the same way too [haha]..n bile dah nak abes ni..mulela macam-macam perangai yang kitorang bole nampak.sume dah pandai 'ngelat'..HAHA..~bile lunch time jek,memasing bsemangat jek [yela..time makan kan]..tapi after lunch time..brape kerat jek yang masok ke kitchen.mule la ade yang malas-malas nak masok kitchen.including ME!

[ n Mimi jugak]..~ahaks!

duhh..bosan!the lesson was interesting actually.i'm not saying there's nothin good with the training..it's just that, when we took a longer time..people tend to feel bored!kekadang bole plak rase ngantok time dalam kitchen [boleh gitew??]..well..takpe..2 hari jek lagi.and after this..bole la rest lame sket.bukan malas ok?? just imagine..'we' had no time to pamper ourselves.orang keje 5 hari seminggu..but kitorang..24/7 working so hard.every weekend kene datang.langsung takde cuti.and the worst part is..we had no time for our family.even our friends! [crazy!!]

i had been facing 'these' since last 2 months.and hopefully..bile dah dekat nak puase ni..kurang la sket 'aktiviti' kolej ni..[hehe]heh..malas nak ngomel lebih-lebih..~anyway..today we learned on how to make CHOCOLATE. seriously sangat best.and yang paling best is..those chocolate looks so damn NICE..just look at the pictures..and it will tells you EVERYTHING..

Chocolate Silicone Molds

Our Own-Made Chocs. Nyum Nyumm!

Outdated Entry- A Test From God

2011-06-27T15:41:00.002+08:00

Bismillahirahmanirrahim..~

banyak btol mende yang jadik lately.saye tau..semue tuh adalah dugaan bagi saye and 'the others'.tak pnah langsung saye terpikir or even imagine that this thing will happened.tapi saye tau..Allah memang sengaja nak uji hamba die.kekadang kite rase happy bile semue yang jadik around us turns to be sooo sweet.and bile kite happy..kite mulela lupe tentang susah payah in our life.and when our life's turnes to be bitter..baru kite mule nak ingat DIA. sedehnye saye..~kenape la semue ni perlu jadik dekat saye n yg lelaen.and seriously..i love my life and my family.and PLEASE..seboleh-bolehnye saye taknak pon ade sesiape/something that pry into our life.

kesian adek-adek saye..

and kesian mama saye..[goshh..I REALLY LOVE THIS WOMEN]

Ya tuhan..tolongla..tak boleh ke semue dugaan NYAH dari kitorang..pathetic jek rase skarang..huu..

p/s: this is not a recent entry.it supposed to be published 2 days ago.haha

= REST Day =

2011-06-24T15:55:00.000+08:00

pheww!!

what a day.well i supposed to be in the office today [ye..aku kene keje arini.so what??] but unfortunately...di sebabkan kemalasan melanda..seriously..saye tak pegi.that T.o.T course is still running until next week.and obviously, the attendance is compulsory.tapi di sebabkan saye memang berani mati..hari ni slumber jek saye tak pegi. anyway.. i just felt so damn exhausted.and since i'm not going to Sabah with Incek Daniel, attending his bro's wedding [sory wakk]..i decided to take one day leave [which is TODAY].seriously penat! i don't even had a chance to REST. apparently, this month was a hectic month! banyak sangat mende yang kene bwat+attend.

Exam week+Course+Pulau Perhentian+Bengkel T.o.T..all those happened in this month.tak ke gile u'olls.goshh..i need a rest.and i need to rest.kalo tak..konfem badan saye akan saket.ksian badan n my emotions.to those people yang bekenaan..pls concern about this.everyone had their own life.

THANK YOU.

~~p/s : Incek Daniel's will off to Sabah this evening. again..he's leaving me!!!~~

[ Pull Sugar - Dolphins ]

2011-06-21T21:10:00.001+08:00

wee..i learned a new lesson today..i was so damn excited with this new thingy.best nye bile dapat attend kursus free [haha] erm..as i told before..today i had been taught by Chef Zuwairi on how to do cute dolphins by using pull sugar.goshh..it was a great sugar deco and obviously..it amazed me! this is what the expertise used to do..pulling the sugar and blew it until it turns into a GREAT creation. wheww!!now i knew how difficult to handle the sugar.the heated sugar..my god..sangat susah nak handle as u need to pull it very fast sebabnye..gula tuh sangat panas ok?? SANGAT-SANGAT panas. and believe it or not..baru jek 2 hari blaja bwat pull sugar..my hand dah pon melecur sket.terase tapak tangan ni kebas jek..

and mule la saye risau.takot-takot kalo tangan ni dah jadi 'kematu'.nanti nak salam dengan bakal suami+mak mertua..memang tekejut+tekentut la derang sebab tangan saye da macam kulit gajah! [hahahaha] harap-harap tangan ni maseh menten lembut macam apam.kalo takk..tepaksela hamek pinjam tangan orang laen bwat salam bakal suami..ke korang mampu nak kasik saye pinjam tangan korang??..HAHA..sengal!!

Cantek kan.. =)


The only dolphin..

[ Sugar Deco - Pull Sugar ]

2011-06-20T18:05:00.001+08:00

haha..believe it or not..i'm on the road with my lecturer-mate, Mimi.sempat lagi kan saye online.haha..best!! well..on our way back to Penang.the road..so far ok lagik.tak 'jem' lagik..sebabnye..kitorang balik awal! [awal 5menet jek pon] hahaha.. today..nothing much happened.since our T.O.T had started, all of us did spent our time in the kitchen.today's our first day..and the first lesson is.. PULL SUGAR.

seriyes best bwat this sugar deco.sampai merah+melecur our hands pulling the sugar.after all..it's such a good experience learning a new lesson.and an advantage jugak to all of the lecturers sebabnye kalo kitorang pegi blaja/join kursus yang kat lua..it cost almost RM2K. tak ke gile??so bile da join government ni..banyakla kursus-kursus yang saye tak penah join/ tak t'pk nak join..saye da pon TER join..cemane tuh?? hahaha..

sijil jangan cakap la.eventhough tak sampai pon a year..saye da pon join almost 10 courses.hahaha..thank you Dato' K..[hehe]

ok..tomorrow we will learn a new lesson.kalo hari ni kitorang da .which is a vase..but tomorrow we'll started to do something yang a bit complicated.. DOLPHINS.. [yay!!]

.Weekend Scenes.

2011-06-12T22:15:00.001+08:00

What WE did in this weekend!!

My One..

Me and Him..

The Scene..

My BFF- Peq Liza The Evil One

[ A Month- That i Will Never FOrget ]

2011-06-12T19:03:00.001+08:00

Pheww..~best nye bile dapat tido yang sangat lame after travelled for almost 4hours and stand up until morning without having a sleep [at all]!! gile la..memang da macam an OWL [haha] this week sucha CRAZY WEEK. attending a course for 5days at Port Klang and ber 'cikcur' with my BFF-Peq Liza+Incek Daniel..and the best thing ever is..travelled from KL-Penang with my lovely sisters..Rina & Mimin..including my Incek Daniel & Rina's soulmate, Mat. Best sesangat eventhough it was a bit tiring. best sesangat..

and i guess, yesterday was 'our' first time ever travelled sucha long journey.and since Incek Daniel never been in Penang..i decide to bring him to those places that i used to hangout.but unfortnately, i'm not good in recognizing the 'road' [mane tak nye..before this kalo pegi those places bukan saye yg drive pon] i had been facing 'this syndrome' since 10 years ago.hahahahha..n i do realized yang saye ni sangat SANGAT terok nak ingat jalan.n used to be dependent with my co-driver.nah amek nkao!! bile tpakse 'independent' sendirik..punye la struggle to memorized the track to those places.anyway..good try! takde la sesat pon..thank god ade GPS [seriyes..sayang gile my device tu!]

memang kitorang bwat keje gile.since Incek Daniel will fly back to JB this morning..we decide to 'overnight' without having a sleep and believe that pagi nanti bole terus send my Daniel to the airport.n yes we did!! again..i had to rememberized jalan ke airport. soon we reached at the airport sebenarnye pon, da lambat. tawakal jela..kalo tak dapat nak check in..bet we have to buy a new ticket.luckily, the flight delayed.. PHEWW!! at least we still have time to spend together..best!! Thank you AirAsia..lepasni..kerap-kerapla delay ye?? haha..

After all..i do had so much fun.skurang-kurangnye takdela saye tension jek ngadap keje! huu..thanks to all my BFFs for spending your time with me..and to my Incek Daniel..Thanks for your effort and time that you had spent..appreciate it a lot!! love ya lotss!!

- Student's Feelings -

2011-06-05T15:31:00.001+08:00

Received bad news yesterday.hmm..~sometimes i wonder how people handle their 'stress'.sometimes the toughest thing about feelings is sharing them with others.sharing your feelings helps you when your feelings are good and when they aren't so good..sharing also helps you to get closer to people you care about and who care about you..hmm..~

i'd been into this 'education' line for almost 4 years.and i knew that i'm still having this difficulties on helping my students to solve their 'problem'. some of them disgorged their feeling cos they believed i could 'help' them.i think i did..but deep down inside, i don't even think that i did satisfy them.

Poor them =\

Island Tour with BFF

2011-06-04T21:51:00.004+08:00

Let the pictures tell the story on what i did yesterday..haha..

The students..

The place..

The lost road..hahaha

The pilot a.k.a pakcik..eheh

- SENGAL-SENGAL GiGi -

2011-06-01T20:42:00.001+08:00

uhukk..semenjak ber BRACES ni..asyik sengal jek rase gigi's ni..[huu]..rs mcm nk ketok-ketok jek semue gigi yang ade.haha..ye..saye tau ke SENGALAN yang saye rase skarang ni benar-benar bwat saye jadi SENGAL!! ahaks..smoge keSENGALAN yang ade skarang will GO AWAY!!! syuhhh..syuhh..nyah nkau!! [sengal!]

ok..arini trus rase takde mood nak makan akibat keSENGALAN yang saye rase skarang.kalo tau la rase macamni..da lame+awal-awal lagi saye da pakai braces ni.almaklumla..bile da kertu ni..gigi pon turut same jadik kertu [haha] and teringat bile time gigi kene cabut akibat nak pasang braces ni..gosh..saket dow!!doc pon beria jek tarik+cabut gigi.seriyes rase mcm nak menangis.menangis sbb trase SENGAL+SEDIH sbb saye akan bpisah dgn 4 batang gigi yang slame ni sntiase teman saye since i was a kid n until i was 27th [haha]..i knew that i'm gonna miss those tooths like..FOREVER!!

ok..sengal gigi tak abes lagi..i guess that i have to take those 'pain killer' and ZzzZzz..~

ok everyone..daaa!!!

He's Leaving..

2011-05-31T11:09:00.001+08:00

whoott..~

this entry might sounds a bit odd [haha]..well..'He's Leaving..' does not mean that he's actually leaving 'me'..ahaks! he's leaving n went back to his hometown, SABAH..'He' adalah merujuk kepada Incek Daniel..uhukk..mentang-mentangla da start cuti skolah..cambest jek die balik sane [saye sangat jeles!!]..

ermm..n saye sangat teruja bile dapat sms Incek Daniel saying..'wak..I promise i won't forget u..;) I Love You..;) ' wee..!! ok..now i felt a bit relieved sebabnye saye tau yang Incek Daniel takkan lupe saye n akan ingat saye jek kalo-kalo die nak bwat mende 'jahat'..

Hee..hopefully he'll enjoy this school holiday n dapat beli BANYAAaaakk 'souvenir' utk saye..

A..

Missing 'THEM'..

2011-05-25T22:51:00.001+08:00

whoot whott..

just doone with my WORK checkLISTsss..

tons of work are waiting for me.since this week will be our student's final exam..everybody seems so damn busy preparing the carrymarks blabla..gosh,suddenly i missed my previous job.missing everybody especially those who are closed with me..~

SIS WAN..

my besties-RINA JAMAL..

SUE..LIZA..CHARLOTTE..NEELA..

gosh..missing them so much! missed our gossiping moments..hangouts together..n the best part is,sharing our thoughts n concern to each other..huhu..that what's we called a FRIENDSHIP [hehe]..

and my ex-students..yeahh..i always missed them.missing how nasty they are..missing how they behave so bad in my class..missing their stubborn-head..and missing the moments when i get so angry with their tantrums..

my god..i do really missing them so bad ..duhh..thats why saye sangat tak suke bile saye duduk sensorang+busy doing my workloads blabla..cos i knew that i will have this small thoughts and seda yang saye rindu sangat 'makhluk-makluk' itew bile saye BUSY..

pelik kan?? hahaha..

missing them..=\

..Choco-Making For The 1st Time..

2011-05-22T16:13:00.001+08:00

Haha..this is supposed to be yesterday's entry.well..smalam akhirnye baru la bjaye kelua pegi shopping bebarang utk bwat cuppies with my friend's, MIMI. erm i guess lepasni bole la pegi sendirik ke kedai tuh [hee].. the reason why we decided to shop into that bakery shop sebab nak membeli bebarang for sis yanty's wedding next week.she asked me to make her some cute cuppies n for the first time jgak saye dgn berani nye accept the offer..[baru la nampak ciri-ciri utk bwat bisnes tu ade]padahal sbelom ni..NAN ADO!!haha.seriously saye sangat teruje pegi kedai tu smalam.banyak gile bebarang bakeri n banyak jugakla saye membeli.but seriously, it is worth!the prices was affordable..~

lepas ni i had no excuse la if my family nak suruh bake some cuppies/cakes for them [haiyooo]..anyway,smalam for the first time..i did my own handmade chocs! seriyes jadik n sedap..yayyy!! thanks to my lil.sis for helping me out+turning the kitchen into a BIG mess. HAHAHA..

love you mimin..~ i asked my dad n uncle to give a try..and yes! saye bjaye making the chocs as both of them really enjoying the chocos..wee!!!

YOU Surprised Me!!!

2011-05-20T15:52:00.002+08:00

Yesterday..i received a SURPRISE from Incek Daniel!!! yayyy..i am so damn happy.but seriously saye sangat tak expect that i'll get a parcel from him.goshh..he was so sweet..happy sesangat..

"TO INCEK DANIEL :

Thanks a lot for d surprise.seriously..it's really a SURPRISE.haha..thanks for the remembrance of loves and thoughts. I LOVE YOU"

[ OUT-dated Entry ]

2011-05-20T15:43:00.002+08:00

i knew that this entry might sounds out-dated [haha].. tak tau knape skarang i used to be so damn busy! people around me thought that i'mma workaholic career woman. but hey!! I AM NOT!! i'd been forced to work [uhuk] yes i am!! saye bukan kuat bkeje pon.tapi saye tpakse bekeje.. believe it or not, last week i was totally giving up my '24/7' to my career. i'd been working for 7days a week!! [gosh i am so damn exhausted]

and yet, lots of things happened.good and bad things. but obviously, i am happy with the 'good' things.hehe..last 12th May was me dad+my youngest lil.sister birthday. and since my beloved mommy was not 'here'..i decide to give them a surprise.haha! i baked a cake for both of em' and a 3 dozens of cuppies for our 'LIL.CORRO' +brought them to our fave.seafood place..ingatkan nak bwat surprise kat die mase kat skolah nanti.unfortunately, my dad plak reveal d surprise [duhh].. aduhh..rosak plan me+my mom. tak bole simpan rahsia btol la Incek Ramli ni..seriyes tak best!!

But papepon..at last bjaye jgak to make my lil.sis happy [eventhough it wasn't a surprise anymore]..she was so happy with the cuppies+really enjoy the moment eating em' with her classmates..

anyway..this is a message to my MIMIN..

'i had spare my time doing the cuppies just for u sampai balik umah lewat pukul 11malam tao.and after this, if u dont behaves/even naughty..siap awak!!!'

HAHAHAHA..

well.. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED BABAH & MIMIN..

You-MORON!!

2011-05-07T14:44:00.001+08:00

Crazy!!!

Why do i have to been surrounded with 'these' MORON people?? kenape la suke jek nak carik pasal.well..i used to respect this 'bitch'..but now..since she'd pry into own life and humiliate+talking craps about me..seriously, i HATE her!!! cakap tak serupe bikin.. n whatever u did to me+my friends,we won't forgives you! your attitude..your behaviour..obviously shows the real you.kampungan!!

takpe..slagi i can stand+control myself with this stoopid situation,i will~n if i failed..sorry biatches..i warned you! just move your ass from here before thing gets complicated..

FAKE PEOPLE+PARASiTE

2011-04-29T14:10:00.002+08:00

Goshh..

why do i have to be around FAKE PEOPLE?? physically..yes..they look like a good+naive+humble..but don't get yourself PUNK'D [haha..tetibe tingat that hottie-Ashton Kutcher]..they are all LIARS!! n yes..back-stabber's too..~ seriously, i don't believe that i'll be surrounded with this type of human-thingy..tapi bile da jadi depan mate..n obviously, i saw their every single moves, people won't expect that they actually tell lies..

I had to be very careful with this kind of people.should be mature enough to face all kind of rough situations.n yang penting skali..i'll be more professional than before.act carefully and be wiser [yeahh!!]..but anyway..tak semue orang d skeliling saye yang 'spesis' macamtu..there's a few yang i believe..they can be trusted.sekurang-kurang nye..they had been honest!!! tak macam yang laen.. F.A.K.E..

saye harap..orang-orang yang d kalangan FAKE itu..akan cepat-cepat seda+berubah before it's too late.well..they might think they are the most cunning..but remember, few eyes were actually watching them..[jage-jage u'olls] and tolong la beringat ape yang derang da bwat dekat orang laen [especially those who are close to them]..tuhan akan balas balik kat derang.AMINN!!

yang pasti..saye tau orang-orang itu memang tak bole d bwat as a FRIENDS..but they only deserves to be called as a FIENDS [haha..choii!!] 'we' might looked dumb+naive to them..but please, don't take things for granted. we can be more viscious and wicked than u ever thought..kan? kan?? did anyone agree with my statement?? [hahaha]..

anyway..all the best untuk orang-orang 'itew'..semoge kalian akan cepat dapat kesedaran.AMINN..~

Pieces Of Me

2011-04-19T09:01:00.002+08:00

To Incek Daniel :
[ i know that we're obviously not like before..but still the feelings remain the same]

I like your smile..I like your vibe..I like your style..
(But that's not why I love you)
And I, I like the way..you're such a star..
(But that's not why I love you)
Do you feel?? do you feel me?? do you feel what I feel too??
Do you need..do you need me? do you need me??
You're so beautiful..
(But that's not why I love you)
I'm not sure you know, that the reason I love you.. is YOU
Being you..just you..
Yea.. the reason I love you..
Is all that we've been through..
(And that's why I love you)

I like the way you misbehave..when we get wasted..
(But that's not why I love you)
And how you keep your cool when I am complicated..
(But that's not why I love you)
Do you feel.. do you feel me? do you feel what I feel too??
Do you need.. do you need me? do you need me??
** Even though we didn't make it through..I am always here for you..

P/s: I LOVE YOU

[ Might Lose My SOUL,But Will Never Lose My MATE ]

2011-04-15T01:43:00.003+08:00

Hujan plak tetibe pepagi ni.macam tau-tau jek yang saye tengah kesedihan..~[huu]

Sedeh jek rase tetibe bile terase macam diri ni dah tak mampu nak bwat orang laen rase being appreciated with those things that i've done.sedangkan ade plak orang laen yang mampu..[uhukk] i shouldn't felt this way. but deep down inside..all of sudden trase that he felt so damn happy not because of me..

Yela..~my 'surprise' just a typical-ordinary people ever wanted to do.there's nothing special at all [i knew] but obviously..u don't have to mention every single things what other people did and impressed u so damn much.i thought the 'surprise' will be the one that he will never forget/even expected..tapi..[huu]..its okay..~maybe perasaan saye jek yang tahpape.being too emotional..

but believe it or not..i was so sad while we're on the phone. and i can't believe that i keep on shed a thousand of tear-droplets.ye..i felt so sad! cos i thought i'll be the only one that will always make his day during this special day. but i was wrong.someone else did..~

its okay, Jiyna.. u have to be strong.and stop being too emotional! and the only thing is..don't ever let yourself have a small bad thoughts upon it..

p/s:Thanks to my BFF that used to be there for me.. Rina Jamal & Adi Hazmil. u both do really comforts me a lot!! love u guys so much!!

"Happy Birthday, Soulmate"

2011-04-14T16:05:00.003+08:00

Today is the day that i'd been waiting for. goshh..it was his birthday!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, B!!

I may not be around him at this while..but i do hope that my 'surprise' will surprise him [haha]..
And if Incek Daniel do read this..i had something to say..~

"Incek.Daniel..

Since you came into my life, i've been so happy.. the fact that we're a thousand miles apart is not a matter at all because you are always in my heart. you always told me that I'm the right one for you.. i cannot tell you how good that made me feel..
I am waiting for the days to make our dreams come true. and i'll wait for you for a lifetime if you want me to. Do you know why? Because you are the only one who sees me while I am invisible to others where no one don't. I hope you never quit seeing how much my love for you is true..as you can feel it [i know.]..hehe.."

I'm BACK !!

2011-04-12T12:33:00.002+08:00

Hari ni..all of sudden terase nak wrote on something through this 'virtual diary'.i don't felt good at this while..mood swings i guess [haha] btw, last weekend was unforgettable.. and those unforgettable memoirs happened because saye tpakse attend one meeting at JPKK on last wednesday.i tend to meet and spent time with my beloved ex-students Jason, Eqa, Martin and Ziah..~teringat balik zaman-zaman mase mengajar bebudak tuh..best sangat walaupon most of the time saye sangat STRESS with the work burden+being surrounded with those annoying people.. and biasela kan..being a lecturer/teacher sometimes we will get close with some of them..and harusla saye tak terkecuali..~[ahaks!]

Jumpe bebudak ni..trus hilang rase stress+penat.we did shared a lot of things that we'd been misses all this while..~happy gile bile tengok those students dah abes blaja and some of them da keje and ade career memasing.satisfying!! sebabnye they were so happy with their life now..[alhamdulillah]

The other best thing is that..i met my soulmate.goshh!! happy sesangat.at last melepas jugak semua ~~benci~~ rindu dendam kat si dia [hahaha]

missing both of them so much!!

Happy Birthday Mummy!!

2011-03-29T16:13:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday my beloved mommy, Narimah Ahmad..We LOVE YOU SO MUCH mommy!!!

Nine West Pump Stiletto

2011-03-18T23:55:00.001+08:00

=) me mom was here!! am so happy!! n saye lagi happy when she bought me a new pump from Nine West ..Thanks mama..for that stiletto..saye sangat suke!! me love you mummy..~

I'm Not Crazy,I'm Just a Little Unwell..~

2011-02-27T15:42:00.001+08:00

vid ini khas utk Incek Daniel.supaye die akan lagi paham ape yang saye rase pade die =)

Encek Daniel Off to Terengganu

2011-01-08T00:16:00.002+08:00

I ~~love~~ hate this feelings!!saye baru tau yang Encek Daniel tpakse pegi ke Terengganu tonight [uhukk] seriously,i was so damn surprised with the news!yela..all of the sudden he has to go to Terengganu.it was an order from his principal.adehh..~tpakse die tolong one of the cekgu kat sekolah tu as her dad just passed away..

saye bukannye kesah sangat pon..its just that..a bit worry i guess..[huu] my apek dahla agak terok on the road when it comes to the night time [rabun tahap cipan!] n i can imagined Encek Daniel keep on rubbing his eyes yang ber'lens itew..huu..

To my Encek Daniel..

i hope that u'll arrive safely..and smoge awak selamat pulang.my doa will always be with u,darl..

**I keep on calling him..but there's no answer =| He always did this to me!! =(

New Resolutions

2011-01-05T18:17:00.000+08:00

Tick Tockss..~

tak saba plak nak balik umah! gosh..am bored to death!! seriyes, pegi keje pon tak bwat pape.hmm..tunggula next week.jangan harap la nak rase this kind of feelings.owhh..my phone's ringing..~macam tetau jek Incek Daniel ni yang saye tengah t'pk pasal die..[such a good instinct] hee..well,saye kebosanan!dari tadik asyik browsed the net jek [duhh] and suddenly there's a moment saye bole berangan kejap.erkk..macam tak seswai jek ayat berangan tuh..actly,am about to have a small thoughts on my resolutions for this year [mintak-mintak la the makeover menjadik]..i guess, i need to do some changes..or maybe,overhaul myself! [yeahh..that word suits me]

hokeyy..ape eh my resolutions for this year..~stelah di tambah/tolak..i guess those are the things yang saye betol-betol nak [wee..macam demand jek kan?]

First..

I wanna lose/less an argument [this one of cos will involved my Incek Daniel] =)

previous year, i guess i'm a bit argumentative person.i used to point out my finger and yelled like hell!so i guess its time for me to think some imprtant things besides who's right or wrong [barula bahagie rumahtangge]..
Sorry soulmate, i might sounds a bit offensive.tapi sekarang i'll try to change..hehe [aminn]

Second..
I knew that i'd been such a NIGHT OWL [haha] tengok jela eyebags that had been produced.hee..~so i decided to sleep early.at least an hour earlier pon da kire ok [kelaka ko,Jiyna]..well,there's a few reason why i wanted to do so.hmm..i just realized that having a proper sleeps can slow down the process of ageing n also control my body weight! [owh..just like my BFF-Rina Jamal,saye pon nak nampak in shape hokeyy] anyway, i hope that this will extremely helps me to keep my hearts healthy and increase my self-esteem [aminn]

Third..
Since this year i'll be using a loootttss of dimes..i decide to save some cash for my savings! well..i need to control myself from being such a big spender as before.need to train myself and make sure that every month i'll save some of my salary [well,i'll ask my soulmate to do the same thing] NO MORE SHOPPING! BUY ONLY NECESSARY THINGS.. [huu..da tak bole nak admire perfumes,heels blablaa lagik] well..it might cause some difficulties to me..but i'll try.. [aminn]

Fourth..
Eat healthy foods especially raw veggies.well,this year will be concerning more on my health [beside my soul relationship]..so i decide to take more frequent raw veggies at least once a week to detoxify my body and of course to increasy my energy level.therefore..STOP EATING UNHEALTHY FOODS,jiyna..it will makes u look sluggish.hahahaha [aminn]

Fifth..
Erkk..this one..hmm..tak dapek den nak nolong.i had this kind of bad habits..cluttering my handbags [duhh]..i guess sedikit sebanyak it also did cluttering my mind [kekadang bile nak carik barang,rase semak jek tengok!]..so i guess, its time to take out what's unnecessary.saye akan make sure,i'll bring only one lip gloss instead of 4..arrange+tidy up my makeup pouch n obviously,won't add more things over the week.HAHAHA.. [ aminn]

Sixth..
No more in my head i guess..hahaha..there are some! tapi saye tak pasti those are in the list..ermm..~

Duhh..hopefully its not just a resolutions..will make it real..insyaallah..GO JIYNA!!

|| 1st Day in Berlin on 2011 ||

2011-01-04T12:13:00.001+08:00

Still in the mood of New Year blast off!!
Today was my very first day working setelah b'cuti for a few days.goshh..it was 2011.rase laen plak tetibe [haha] anyway..untuk tahun 2011, saye da mule berazam macam-macam.hee..hopefully this new year akan lebeh banyak happiness happen [still i'm waiting for it!] besides, since i'd been into this new changes [new job..new place]..saye akan jadi more ~~lazy ass~~ hardworking than before [weehuu!] n of cos la keje saye pon saye nak more efficient [cehh semangat ni!]

duhh..ttibe asyik t'pk to get attach! asal tahun ni rase cam ~~miang~~ gatal jekk [haha] maybe its time to get things over with.hee..besides..i'm in d midst of ~~spending~~ controlling my cashs.n i have to starts earning n maintaining my savings for the future.yess..future..cos obviously,i'll be getting married. n for our both ease,i decide to contribute some..~kesian la kalo nak harapkan bakal hubby jek yang spend.lagipon..both of us da ade stable job..and on behalf of me..why not if i give some little ~~trouble~~ helps [kesian kat Incek Daniel nanti]