[ Crazy WorkLoads ]

Duhh..~
it's been a LONG-LONG time saye tak drop by for a new entry..n now,here it goeslots of things happened lately [seriously!]good..n bad..hee.well..~last week i tend to spent my whole fucking-days in Kelantan.urghh..~seriously, i had no desire to follow those 2 marketing staffs tp d sbbkan tpakse..harusla pegi jgak..~duhh

x O x O

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♥ Movie Night-Out ♥

Huhh..d sbbkan oleh those work burdens yg saye rs BODOH..i did this crazy thing..[well.takdela crazy pon]eventhough saye penat keje..tp 'that' nite i decided to went out for a movie kt ALAMANDA..hahaha..~went out with my office-mates n my students..yeah!!at last saye b'jaye jgak tgk STREET FIGHTERS!!love it a LOTs


p/s: Aida wasn't in d pics..sbb nye die da balik.hee

x O x O

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♣ Hated 'IT' !! ♣

Ermm..suddenly i had this freakin-feeling inside..[it doesn't sounds good at all]i dunno..but what i knw is that..i'm in PUZZLED!obviously..i hate this feeling!!i REALLY AM..~tons of works..missing home..missing my family..missing my love ones..crucial feeling towards d management&academic department...ARGHH!!i wanted to be away from 'these'[shit!!]

okay..i'd been counting on the days so that i'll be away from this college-thingy SOON..[pray for me eh?]seriously,its been a year saye da bkhidmat kat that college ni..n still LOTS of things saye tak brape satisfied.in terms of the work-loads..payment..n one thing..d management itself..no wonder la why my students kept on complaining blabla..

i absolutely had no intention to had these 'wormy-feelings'..tp since i'd been pushed to do this n thats..harusla saye rase PRESSURE..[ma..i need u] yesterday i do talked to my mom about this.n harusla saye mengadu kat die.she did comforts me a LOTS..n bile saye cite EVERYTHING at her..she's quite surprised.n one thing for sure..she asked me to be patient..its juzza work burden n she bet i can handled it very well.i am!YES i did!!tapi deep down inside..i'm not happy with myself..with d whole thing..

its juz that..i'm EXHAUSTED!devastated maybe..~ i don't even have time for my family..n of cos between work n family..derang lagik PENTING rather than anything else.tp what can i do..~still,i have to do this..n that..[urghh..silly me!]okay..this coming 20th-24th, i have to join the 2 marketing staffs to Kelantan for d roadshow [what d heck??!!]y suddenly saye kene pgi??sy tak involved lgsg dlm marketing ni OKAY??i'mma LECTURER..n what d DAMN HECK saye kene pegi???

seriously,this time i can't go with them..i had things to do.things that's really important for me n my family.n one more thing..on 20th mama will be here..n if u r in my situation..which one u'll choose??..~n i'd made up my mind..i choosed my LOVE ONES..~saye tak kesah what will happen n what will they say..all this while, i wanted to pamper myself..i need some space [at least] for my family..~n bcos of this had-no-time-thingy..saye asyk bgado with my love ones

dahla bwt marketing pon takde pape commission..F.O.C!!everything yg saye bwat skarang saye tak dpt pape pon..its not that saye bkire..tapi please..try to understand me n d other staffs..da name pon keje.harusla sbb nk cari duet![BENGONGS!]they asked me to handled 3 subjects for DIP's,monitor d kitchen..in charged of MLVK-Commis..tp ape yg saye dpt??lgsg tak dpt extra allowances..tak b'baloi lgsg!

SERIOUSLY..SAYE DA SANGAT PENAT!!!!!


x O x O

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{ Last Memoirs }

Fuhh..~its been an ages saye tak drop by here.i was SO damn bz with all the damn things!![sigh] my workin schedule da t'SGT pack as i have 3 kitchen classes evry week plus with those DIP classes.urghh..saye tak saba nk move to other new job so that saye takkan rase exhausted mcm ape yg saye rase skrg!

my Hunn plak..TERsgtla bz sampaikan die da takde mase tuk saye..~sedehh!!dlm hati ni..nak jek die cpat-cpat tuka keje or maybe transfer to a new place so that die dkat ngan saye [urghh!!!!]but honestly..all this while,saye SGT penat n penin ngan keje saye skarang.sampaikan kekdg saye sendirik takde mase tuk diri saye..my family etc.uhukk!!bole tak kalo saye nk amik a very LONG leave so that saye dpt comfort myself for awhile??[hahaha]

btw..last 2weeks saye t'SGT happy.sebabnye dapat g swimmin.ingatkan kat Nilai ni takde pape..but thank god ade jgak tempat yg best.n the best part is,i just realized that saye ade uncle yg tinggal kat situ jgak [Planters Heaven]..ape lagik..after swimmin jek,kitorg pegila umah my uncle tuh[hahaha].. so,our next plannin is HORSE RIDING!!!![yiihaaa]




x O x O

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[ Theatre Pics ]

This is the fairy godmother..haha..~eventho d wing was slightly small..but i think it suits her

Cinderella n her prince charming..ye,saye tau d prince was like..gelap 'sket' from d princess..ehe..tapi da takde choice kan.haha

A big clap for the advisor!!!yeah..~saye tlh bjaye conduct the theatre..nnti saye akan paste another few characters from the fairy tales yah??

x O x O

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** I'm SO Happy **

Lala..~
i was thinkin to post a new entry smalam.but since i was SO damn busy with my kitchen class..so tak dptla saye nak spend mase dlm ofis+ngadap pc all the times..
yesterday SGT best sbb dapat bwat cookies+cakes[sdap bangats!]owh btw..i'd juz received a call from my HEAD ACADEMIC.my gawd..adeke ssuke ati nak suruh bwat muffins for her??dahla last mins kan..mcmla saye ni takde keje laen..[harusla saye bg excuse yg saye nk work out on my MLVK-thingy kn?]padan muke nkao,pompuan!!tapi saye takdela kejam mcm die..harusla i need my students help..[hmm..]

btw..last weekend,we did have this theatre..well..evrythins went smoothly..but one thing for sure..bile tgk those students actin etc..it reminds me when i was a lil.kid..[hehe]..i still remember mase kecik-kecik dulu..saye SGT obsess with this fairy tales..n i guess,until now pon saye still suke[hahaha]..kalo tak..takkan la sampai skrg saye still tgk cite barbie etc kan???[hee]

after all..good things happen lately.n saye SGT suke!!alhamdullilah..~okay..there will be a valentine's celebration nnti.n harusla saye involve.eheh..~yesterday dpt invitation card..n that day nnti kene pakai red+black..[adehh..!i had no idea] that was the theme actly.n harusla saye slongkar sume baju dlm my wardrobe kan..[hahaha]

ERK!!!saye tnampak ssuatu mase b4 i went in to my office..EUWW..someone pickin up 'her' nose..adehh,agak-agakla kan nk korek idong pon.tapi yg klaka..'die' sgt kusyuk+beria skalik korek bijih timah 'die'..hahaha


x O x O

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= Shine =

Oho..~
suddenly i become so obsessed with this cute-lil-thingygot this from Muniie actly[thanks Muniie for the cute-lil-sheep]well..TONS of works to do since these couple of weeks.d MLVK course had been started n saye agak BLUR sket sbbnye..prevly saye tak pnah pon handle MLVK students.with d portfolio bagai..n d students theatre..my DIP students lagikk..adehh..~lagik saye tak suke bile saye dpt my new timetable!![SIOT jek] my kitchen class da makin btambah..3days kitchen classes+theory classes tmasokla ari Sabtu..saye kene keje OK??[uhukk!] deep down inside,tak saba rase nye nak benti keje n get a new job[ehehe]

btw..i wanted to shared my HAPPIEST feelin today..sebabnye..today's my 1yr+4months ANNIVERSARYye..saye tau..br 1yr+4months..but actly..LOADS of things did happened within this few yrs..sadness,happiness..d bads..n d goods[yeah!]tapi still am so happy sebab with all d barriers etc..alhamdulillah..we're still together until now.but then..every day 6th..saye akan alert that it was my day to be HAPPY..~[ttibe tingat 1of d sountrack from 12Dancin Princess-SHINE]woohoo!! owh..arini was my students reherse for their theatre..hmm..ade improvement.tapi rase nye..they need to be serious,tu jekk.kalo tak,tkulat-kulat jek nk recalled d script[haha]but there's one thing yg saye rase SGT fun+klaka..t'was when my students aja their foreign-friend mnari.HAHAHAHA!!!seriously..SGT klaka ok??n BUROK..HAHAHA..
mayb nanti saye akan curik-curik snap some pics when d reherse n harusla saye paste on my next entry kan..[eheh..jahatnye saye!!]


x O x O

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♥ Live My Life ♥

Yayy!! Things tend to be MUCH better nowadays..am so hepy!obviously,LOTS of things to do this week..the exam paper..Commis..Hun's choral script..students carrymarks..presentation..[Duhh!!]dunno until when these will ends.. Apparently,BYK sgt mende yg kene settle..am not having a great time actuallyn last weekend,went to Mak Itam's..jumpe my 'chomel' cuzzy..Besh!! so i think nnti we'll have a family plan/maybe a vacation soon bile mama da balik..Picnic..stay @Mak Itam's resort..short vac..family gatherin..Best nye!![how i missed d good ol'days] Heh..prev entry..i did mention that am was so hepy to meet my soulmate.but unfortunately..since both of us are busy with our damn-stuffs..taktau bile lagik dpt jumpe my bunny..[i miss u..~] ye..saye tau that i need to be strong..which i'll try my very depressed-HARD to expelled those bad things..i will asalkan my soulmate do support me..YEAH!!!

Eheh..this pic i snapped ms i was @ my Lolong's. d reason why i took dis pic is bcos saye ttibe truje ngan menatang kaler light brown tuh!bcos saye tak penah pon tgk b4 dis.itsa bug!![maybe]nampaknye,mnatangs yg peliks-peliks da smakin brani mnonjol smenjak saye pgi umah my sis.well,harusla kan..da name pon umah dekat ngan ZOO

Both are my cuzzies!tapi yg baby tuh..juzza new-born baby..saye tak igt his name..maybe ASFA DANIEL..[hee..Daniel??] n yg bwh tu is my another cuzzy..die lately agak gile sket[saye tak tau knape]tapi yg pasti,skrg die da pndai jadi abusive..esp towards animals![he's actly nmpak baek jek holdin that hamster.tapi sbnarnye tuh lakonan smate-mate]

Nyummy!!well..this noodle is actly my student,Ziah yg bwat kan for my lunch on last Mondaysedap jgaklaa..~yg pasti..ade prawn.slurrpp..~

x O x O

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