Hujan plak tetibe pepagi ni.macam tau-tau jek yang saye tengah kesedihan..~[huu]
Sedeh jek rase tetibe bile terase macam diri ni dah tak mampu nak bwat orang laen rase being appreciated with those things that i've done.sedangkan ade plak orang laen yang mampu..[uhukk] i shouldn't felt this way. but deep down inside..all of sudden trase that he felt so damn happy not because of me..
Yela..~my 'surprise' just a typical-ordinary people ever wanted to do.there's nothing special at all [i knew] but obviously..u don't have to mention every single things what other people did and impressed u so damn much.i thought the 'surprise' will be the one that he will never forget/even expected..tapi..[huu]..its okay..~maybe perasaan saye jek yang tahpape.being too emotional..
but believe it or not..i was so sad while we're on the phone. and i can't believe that i keep on shed a thousand of tear-droplets.ye..i felt so sad! cos i thought i'll be the only one that will always make his day during this special day. but i was wrong.someone else did..~
its okay, Jiyna.. u have to be strong.and stop being too emotional! and the only thing is..don't ever let yourself have a small bad thoughts upon it..
p/s:Thanks to my BFF that used to be there for me.. Rina Jamal & Adi Hazmil. u both do really comforts me a lot!! love u guys so much!!
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