[ Tokio Hotel ]

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Tokio Hotel | MySpace Music Videos

I love this song so much!! n same goes to those Germanians..they are so awesome!!
the twins are so cute!!Damn..really admiring BILL..~ mwahhss

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H.O.M.E sweet H.O.M.E

Am i Penang now..gosh..am counting on each seconds for tomorrow..MY MOM will be here!! and seriously..saye sangat excited!! gosh..felt so cozy dapat tido n lepak kat umah sendirik..erm..i'd just finished with my houseworks..

=> kemas bilik..CHECK!!
=> basuh dirty plates.. CHECK!!
=> kemas dapo.. CHECK!!
=> mandikan my niece.. CHECK!!

and last but not least..
=> harvest my farm etc ..CHECK!!

well..do drop by later..need to do something else..


x O x O

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=> Weekend with Daniel <=

Pheww..its been a very long time tak jenguk this blog site..i almost forgot that i have a blog..well..this few days weekend..saye tersangat la happy..seriously am..macam tak pcaye jek with the last mins decision..

Best sangat dapat spent time with my love ones..those are the things that we both did..and seriously..we do so hadmuch fun!!+++=
uhukk..sedeh sangat because we had just realized that we had to be apart for awhile..damn..~tepakse balik Nilai..huu

but after all..kitorg sangatla happy!!!


x O x O

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[ Yesterday's Hanan ]

Those pics were taken yesterday..she got a new BUMBLE BEE..!!it was a gift from me..hehe..hope she like it..


x O x O

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:: Friends Wedding ::

Supposingly,there should be an enrty about yesterday's trip.but it had been deleted,unintentionally..[hee]

well,yesterday was really exhausting day..i went to several wedding invitation.went to sg.petani for Amar's wedding. and Eshah[my old childhood friends]..well..sunggoh tak sangke yg she already married to Syed [our same childhood friend+classmate].if i'm not mistaken,Syed dulu was like a popular dude..n one of Eshah's close-friend is actually into Syed.but who knows,maybe da jodoh drg..at last they getting married.Alhamdulillah.. Saye sangat happy tgk drg smalam.well,at least they already got married [CONGRATS!].

hmm..another bride..AMAR..so-called my best buddy and also my school-friends..at last,and sunggoh tak sangke that he already became a hubby to someone[haha] ingat lagi,dulu he kept on saying yg saye yg akan kawen dulu.but its already been fated that die yg akan kawen dulu dr saye [haha]..and the best part is..saye dapat jumpe Munie+Syira..!!

We actually never met before.can u just imagine..kitorg hanye keep in touch thru the net+phone jek for almost 9years!! and we actually known each other from the IRC[dulu kan irc yg paling famous]..i met my ex-bf [Aref] pon same ngan drg.n same goes to Amar.well skurang-kurangnye saye penah jumpe Amar.but tak penah langsung jumpe Munie,Syira,Bell,Khai,Aina etc..[uhuk] maybe da dtakdirkan yg walaupon kitorg tak penah jumpe,tapi we keep on keep in touch almost for 9years..thats what we called as BFF kan?hee well..happy sesangat dapat jumpe Munie and Syira..thanks to both of u for coming! Yayy!! After all,happy sesangat smalam walaupon penat..~

Amar and his wife..[CONGRATS]

Eshah and her hubby,Syed..[love u both!]

x O x O

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[ Exhausted ]

Duhh..
saye sangat penat skarang..balik jek keje tadik, trus rushing balik rumah.pack all my stuffs, settle my laundries and off to kL..
goshh..all the way from Nilai tsangat la jam..bengang jek rase tadik.now felt a bit relief sbb da smpai kat my sis's crib.well..tomorrow have to wake up early cos nak gerak blk penang..
duhh..again..
penat!!


x O x O

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♥ Weekend Best-est Trip ♥

Sunggoh bosan nak keje since yesterday.i think it is because am still in the mood of having a GREAT break on last weekend.well about last weekend..saye,Liza and Kedut off to JB.its all because Peq Shy's wedding..best gile the journey!am so damn excited esp bile tau that i'm goin to meet my B on that night..[yiiha]..
we arrived at 10.50pm kat Pasir Gudang and terus heading to Selesa Hotel, where my soulmate had been waitin for us..Damn..knapela saye n Peq Liza tak dapat nak join tido kat hotel tuh skali..[sedehh] the hotel was biase jek..tapi mcm cool gile cos there are swimming pool,gym etc..SHIT!! me n Senah struggling to had this plan of comin to the hotel next morning so that dpt swimming before pegi kenduri Peq Shy at Skudai..haha..

But sadly said that..tak jadi pon sbb early in the morning 3of us still tbongkang because exhausted gile!!mane tak nye..reached JB trus g karoks until 3am..haha..after all..we do have so much FUN which is best sesangat..the best part is..dapat gi Danga Bay..visit Peq Mazie's at Pontian,attending Peq Shy's wedding, karoks blabla..

best sesangat!! do really hope that we'll have our next trip nanti..


x O x O

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[ Dec 11th ]

well..its been a few days after Dec 11th..duhh [sighed]

i am 26!!gosh..never thought that i would becoming 26..this is scary..~it is!! just realized that there are so many things happened in this 26years.yahh..i mean..A LOTs!i had been thru with so many happiness+sadness thingy..~

i lost my beloved granny last year..found my true love..had cheeky n troublesome niece..n perhaps..having such a cool n lovely family ever!!gawd..am so thankful for all those gifts..

Dec 11th..
well..almost everyday i had these kind of deja vu..where the same things keep on happening to me..i dont even know what it means..and seriously..its freaked me off!! have u ever felt this kind of freaky-feeling when everyday..u were in front of your lappy, and just with a quick-stare..you suddenly become speechless+stammering as the lappy-clock shows..11:12am/pm..

uh'huh..it was scary!!thats not the 1st time i'd been thru it..its like..EVERYDAY!! even if i'd been looking at my Guess wristwatch..there's a time where i started to had this 'adrenaline-rush syndrome' when i saw that it was 11:12am/pm.. Seriously..i had these Deja vu everyday..and when i just found out that Dec 11th is just around the corner..i started to get nervous.wondering what will happened before/after Dec 11th..i was like traumatic!huu..

ok..when it was Dec 11th..maybe its a good thing that happened..i had this unexpected surprises from Daniel..he was here in Nilai which i was like a crazy women..and thought it was just a dream!n it was NOT!! he was my unexpected birthday gift.am so happy!! Dec 11th until Dec 13th..i had these so unforgettable moments.i was so happy..~with him around..with all the wishes,doa's and loves..yet i felt that i'd been completed by the age of 26 [alhamdulillah]

And that 'adrenaline-rush syndrome'..had just gone!syukur..~its a good sign i guess..
but i dont know..~Dec 14th had just passed..and here it comes..Dec 15th..~where i sensed there's an uninvited feelings in myself..~[uhukk]
i had a very terrible fight with my love ones..YES..a terrible ones!which i never thought i will spilled those 'nasty' words..and i'd just realized that it was not ME..~huu..
everythin started to screwed up when i just heard that he wanted to end-up everything!!god..what is really happening..=|

i dont have that guts to hold on..~i just cant believed that it was happening NOW..i lost everything..~huu..he just ended up the call..leaving me speechless..~and perhaps,i started to get crazy..~i messed with the things around me..~started to do crazy things until i realized that i had these few 'scratches'..i am dying..~

and just a while..the 'adrenaline-rush syndrome' started to distract me.i had that syndrome again.and yet,i guess..this is the one.the sign of 11:12..~huu..now..i tried to be strong..am still trying..~but thank god,things are gettin ok now..but just OK..~both of us are crazy..we are!!
n for our sake..we are trying very hard now to fix everything that had been messed![insyaAllah] i wanted to rid that 'syndrome' and that deja vu-freaky feelings from my life now..

i will..~

hopefully..things are getting better tomorrow..~its a hope..
my hope..~

-the end-

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[ Current Situation ]

wee-huu!!

its been an ages saye tak update this blog.no new entry etc..[gosh].. i'd been so fuckin busy with my stuffs n so on. in fact, lately i'd been into those hardest times that i would never thought will happen. sucha relief when all the sudden-rough-times had gone!! yippie yayy..now it my new day ever..

probably there's so many things that i've left behind.but yet, saye rase kalo i put on this entry..alamat nye tak siap la keje saye [haha].. my current situation now is gettin better..my family,my soul-relationship,current job blabla..everythin's OK. ok??haha..well..this week will be a bit busy i guess..as new sem will be started next week. n harusla this week will be the registration week. erm,my timetable tak dapat lg.but ape yang saye tau..this sem saye akan ngaja Applied Food n Hospitality Industrial Training. thank gawd Food Cost tak offer this sem.kalo tak..lagila saye srabot.huhu..

btw..i still had these difficulties to finalized those Noss Matrix for the commis students.uhukk..anyone!!HELP ME!!
bcos of that..saye srabot jek rase kpale nih..huu..i need some one to assist me over this..~

lala


x O x O

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