Time Flies..~

05/01/2012

How time flies.cepat betol mase blalu.and i'd just realized that hari ni dah hari Khamis.which means..dah almost seminggu saye LARA [haha] yeahh..a tough+disastrous week ever!mood swings+hati pink.and i guess am getting a bit ok now.thanks to those yang sangat concern about me.asking my real condition now and so on..terima kaseh sesangat!! don't worry..am okay, i guess. beside, last few days 'WE' did talked.ow yah..we did.and baru skarang saye dapat tau something that had been hiding from me within these few years.i don't know how to respond actually..~erm but obviously saye sangat tekejut!should i blame him??or am i the one that should be blamed?? pity him..~bile saye dapat tau a bit about the secrets..terus saye dah lupe semua perasaan marah saye..saket hati saye..kecewa saye..towards him.what i felt is...

OH MY GOD!!HOW DOES IT HAPPENED??KESIANNYE AWAK!!I SHOULD KNEW IT EARLIER.YEAH,LIFE's UNFAIR.BE STRONG.PRAY FOR YOUR FAMILY..~

ha,ok.got that??that's what i felt.saye tetibe rase simpati pon ade.and now..i just don't know what was happening to me.i guess at this time..he might need me.and after all..saye still dapat kate putus about our relationship skarang.sebabnye..macam ade mende laen yang interrupt and at the moment,we just put our concern more on supporting each other.life's unfair kan?? mende laen yang patot di concern..tapi bole plak we put aside kejap.macam kelaka pon ade! adoii ape nak jadik dengan manusia skarang??macam cepat jek 'lupe diri'.Wallahualam..~

what ever it is..i have to settle all those matter jugak.so that everything will be solve and takyahla saye nak pening+crack my head pk pasal mende-mende tuh lagi.cos saye dah TERsangat penat and otak saye pon dah macam tepu jek untuk pk those masalah.saye harap sume ni akan selesai supaye the final decision will makes everyone happy..Aminn..~

P/S : next week will be the registration week.and i promise i'll make myself busy.haha.

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☀ I Will Be ☀

There’s nothing I could say to you

Nothing I could ever do to make you see

What you mean to me

All the pain the tears I cried

Still you never said goodbye and now I know how far you’d go

I know I let you down but it's not like that now

This time I’ll never let you go

I will be all that you want and get myself together

Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life I’ll be with you forever

To get you through the day and make everything OK

I thought that I had everything I didn’t know what life could bring

But now I see honestly

You're the one thing I got right

The only one I let inside

Now I can breathe 'cause you're here with me

And if I let you down I’ll turn it all around

Cause I would never let you go

I will be all that you want and get myself together

Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life I’ll be with you forever

To get you through the day and make everything OK

Cause with out you I can’t sleep

I’m not gonna ever ever let you leave

You’re all I got

You’re all I want

Yeah

And without you I don’t know what I’d do

I could never ever live a day with out you

Hear with me do you see you're all I need

And I will be all that you want and get myself together

Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life (my life) I will be with you forever

To get you through the day and make everything OK

I will be (I’ll be) all that you want and get myself together

Cause you keep me from falling apart

And all my life you know I will be with you forever

To get you through the day and make everything OK

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Healing Process

Ya Allah,i pray to you ..may you give me strength and patience to face all these..~

Assalamualaikum..~

Third day without having 'someone' beside.again..it sucks!!saye tak tau kenape hari ni saye banyak berangan [thats what my friends said] i am not!!i guess..~its just that ttibe jek terflash back balik those things that happened 5 years ago.sedeh laaa!! kenape saye tak penah rase macam ni mase saye break ups with my previous ex's dulu?knape this time saye sangat terase that i'm LOSING someone that i really loved most [uhukk] saketnye ya Allah..~i thought i'll be okay after the breakup thingy happens.unfortunately tak pon..its getting worst! maybe this is the real feelings bile kite tpakse sacrifice our own feeling, letting go someone that used to be a part of our life.sekarang..saye banyak berdoa supaye Allah  bagi kekuatan untuk saye accept the reality.

been wondering what he's been doing right now.did he thinks about me?did he miss me???huu..~ye ye jek saye ni.padahal, saye yang rase macamtu..[huhu] deep down inside,i still want him back.but definitely i'm afraid of being hurt again..~kalo dah jodoh,takkan nak tolak.even bukan jodoh skalipon, i have to face it.everything happens is seriously beyond hurt and hard to face but i'm sure i will get through all these.everything happens for a reason kan? Allah takkan bagi ujian yang kita tak boleh hadapi , i am strong and i know that.I can feel it.

i'll be okay and I will be better than okay :') InsyaAllah..~hoping that my beloved families and friends will always be with me.don't promise something that you can't do.you will hurt people's feeling..

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.HE.No Longer Mine.

Lot of things happened lately since i'd turned 27th.i thought turning 27 will be fun.but..none of it bring me happiness.i never felt this way before.i never had this devastated+ frustration +sadness feeling like what i felt now.Ya Allah..kuatkan lah diri saye and give me strength to face all this.knape perlu both things happened at the same time?but why me??and knape skarang??like seriously..those had ruined my life now.macamane saye nak face my future nanti.oowhh..pathetic nye saye rase.Ya Allah..kenape bagi saye ujian sedemikian rupe.knape cube untuk jaohkan saye daripade orang yang saye sangat sayang+cinte?i love my family so damn much!and i rather do anything just to make sure that i still have them with me.

tapi kenape bile saye dah 'dapat' my beloved family with me..saye hilang plak the other person that i loved most.tak bole ke saye dapat 2-2??salah ke?berdosa ke??goshh..life's so unfair!!kenape orang laen bole but when it comes to me..i have to let go one of it.WHY??ok Jiyna..your life memang sangat pathetic.you should face the fact that you can't get both of it.this is your destiny.believe on this..[huu]

DEAR AWAK, the one that i love most..

mungkin semalam, tak semua yang saye dapat luahkan.but if you read this..saye harap awak akan paham segala-gala nye..~

maybe sejaoh ni jek yang kite mampu pegi.we can't go more further.cos its impossible for us to do so.mungkin after this..we will learn to appreciate each other.we might not meant for each other..but within this 5 years,dah cukop untuk buktikan yang kite mampu be together as a soulmate.those ups and downs that we'd been thru..~THANK YOU for the precious years+moments.it might an END for us..tapi saye akan cube amek and gune setiap saat yang ade after this,untuk lebih kenal diri saye.and i won't forget every single moments we'd shared together.saye sangat happy sebab Allah bagi saye peluang untuk jumpe and kenal a guy like you.i was so happy sebab first i knew you as one of my close friend..and maybe Allah nak tengok sejaoh mane keserasian kite until we fell for each other as a lover.but unfortunately..we tend to do mistakes.sampaikan kite tak sedar yang those mistakes might lead us to 'this'.we both banyak kekurangan.and kite kene cube perbaiki setiap kekurangan yang ade.saye mintak maaf for my bad behaviour+tantrums.saye tau kekadang saye grumpy.irritating.didn't put my trust on you.bwat awak jeles.pk yang bebukan.jeles tak tentu pasal blablaa..even i did those to you,my feelings to you still remain the same.i still love you.still..~

i still remember our last conversation.it was so harsh.saye tau.tapi awak tau tak i'm having a crucial depression, struggling to find strength untuk keraskan hati to stick on what i've decide.i forced myself.tried so hard to find strength,to spill those 'goodbyes'.walaupon sebenarnye deep down inside..i don't want it to happen.saye taknak!!!!how can i live without you??can i face my life alone??huu..tapi saye tpakse.for our own good.so that kite takkan keep on hurting each other.kite tak penah nak appreciate setiap peluang yang kite ade.YOU..ME..we both same jek!and i know that we need both side to commit to each other.saye mintak maaf bile awak merayu for another one more chance.and i said NO.awak terdiam.saye tau awak dissapointed.so do i..~i have to..and i am sorry..

after this..we both will be on our own way.goshh..definitely that's the hardest thing yang saye tak bole bwat.i don't know how to faced this breakup thingy.i was so weak.felt like i'm losing a part of myself.and yes..i am suffering now walaupon baru beberapa jam it happened.i wonder how's you been doing.do you felt the same thing??huu..~having no one beside except my tears.saye tak tau macamane nak bagitau my family.saye tau derang akan sedeh.saye tau derang akan dissapointed.and my friends..~saye harap awak takkan lupe saye and those things yang kite penah shared before this.you are the best thing i've ever had.and obviously, i won't forget you..~

Dear beloved families and friends, saye mintak maaf sebab i couldn't be able to save this relationship.maafkan saye.and trime kaseh sebab sentiase bagi sokongan and mendoakan hubungan+jodoh saye dengan Daniel slame ni.i did a lot of mistakes and sucha loser..maybe thats why i lose in my own game.thank you so much and jangan penah jemu untuk berdoa untuk saye and Daniel supaye Allah dekatkan kami kalo betol la we're actually meant for each other.saye takkan menolak kalo itu ketentuan-Nya.kalo bukan sekalipon,doakan supaye dijodohkan dengan orang yang lebih baek dari kitorang.once again..thank you!!

P/S: supposed to be yesterday's entry..~

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How To Tell if Your Guy Fears Commitment

I found this interesting topic from one of my faveret channel.I just love it! and thanks for making me speechless [hahaha]

 Here it goes, girls..

1.  What does a guy mean when he says, “I need space?”

2.  What should we do when he asks for it?

Anyway..this is just a common male pulling-back behaviour in relationships.but its not normal when 'it' happen to be no changes.the only answer is : COMMITMENT

There are some men who are not capable of getting over their fear of commitment, and will use phrases like, “I need some time to myself,” “Let’s take a break,” or the classic, “I need some space” not to buy themselves some time to workthrough their issues but to keep you at arm’s length.

A guy like this has zero intentions of getting serious with you, taking your relationship to the next level, becoming exclusive, or marrying you.

He knows he wants you in his life, he doesn’t want to lose you, yet he is incapable of meeting your need for a committed relationship.When he senses that you’re itching for some reassurance that he’s not going anywhere, he plays the “space” card to avoid heavy conversations or promises. Once he’s scared you enough, he’ll come back, knowing at that point you’re justrelieved he didn’t break up with you, and you won’t press him on a commitment again…at least for a while.

So how do you know if your man is just going through normal guy fears, or if he’s genuinely incapable of commitment?

• If the pull-back happens in the first few months of your relationship, and after you cheerfully give him space he comes back, willing and eager to make a commitment, it was just normal guy fears.

• If he does not initiate the “let’s be exclusive” conversation within the first 6 months (and shoots you down if you bring it up first), he’s probably not capable of getting serious.

• If he pushes and pulls you back multiple times, especially after you’ve been together 6 months or more, he’s got major commitment issues.

• If he does agree to a commitment, or talks of future plans like marriage, and then takes back his promises and tries to downgrade your relationship to a less-serious level, he is definitely a Commitment-Phobe.

What should you do if you’re dating a commitment-phobic guy?

Give him exactly what he’s asking for: All the space in the world.

Let him know, in a kind but firm tone, that you’ve enjoyed dating him but you’re looking for a more serious commitment. Describe what that looks like to you (marriage, a family, etc).This is not an ultimatum or a threat, this is simply you letting him know what you want from a relationship. Then tell him that, since there is no commitment between the two of you, you are going to date other men. If he changes his mind and decides he wants more than casual dating, he’s welcome to get in touch with you, and you’ll let him know if you’re still interested.

Chances are, though, you’ll have moved on to someone who is honored to plan a future with you, leaving Mr. Commitment-Phobe lost in space.

p/s : hmm..after all..those memang make sense to me.macam logik kott + obviously macam ade kene mengena sket with my relationship [ahaks!] anyway,which one of it represents 'him'?but then what should i do??? you know what you should do, Jiyna ..

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♥ Thank You For All Birthday Wishes ♥

Dear my beloved family, soulmate, friends & students..

Thank you so much for making my birthday even more special with all your wonderful wishes! Trust me..it definitely means a lot!!i am such a lucky girl to have wonderful friends and family who care enough about me to take a minute out of their day to call, write and text me beautiful messages! Thank you all so very much. You don't know how much it means to me, and how much I really needed it!!! hee..~

Personal notes for my beloved family..

i just wanted to thank you again for the impromptu birthday celebration at our beautiful home. the birthday cake and those wishes..like seriously, i was so happy and touched when our little Hannan sang me a birthday song..and everyone's love..thank you. what I do have of course is all of you and that makes every day special.

And you..my soulmate..

you are so sweet to remember my big day!  i appreciate all you did very much,including your time and attention in the midst of your own hectic schedules..just to meet me. i extremely love the chocolate and of cos..the adorable fossil wristwatch where i was so damn surprised and felt like dying to see it when you give it to me. those birthday wishes that you whispered..i will definitely won't forget it. Thanks again for thinking of me, B..~

Here's my BIG love to all..

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Thanks To You, Incek Daniel

Selamat Hari Raya AidilAdha everyone..

it was 1 in the morning..and what am i doing at this time..am still awake padahal esok dah raye kot [haha] well..saye akan tido soon after i'm updating this blog.ahaks! well..2 hours ago i was with my Incek Daniel..but i started to missed him like hell [haha..angau!] met him at KL Sentral.teman die..chitchats blabla while waiting for his train, going back to JB.well..he wasn't alone la.he actually having a school trip as he and the other 3 teachers responsible to brought their students to several places in KL.macam kelakar pon ade kan [hee..to be true,saye maseh lagi rase awkward bile realize that Incek Daniel is a teacher now] oww come on! its not that saye tak dapat 'trime'..its just that..well u know..few years ago i knew this crazy guy as someone yang sangat cheeky..tlompat sane,tlompat sini..gelak bapak tak henggat punye kuat..suke picked up his nose sesuke hati..n the most habit yang saye tak dapat nak trime is that..he loves farting..[hahahhaha] its not that he farts everywhere..its just that..bile die trase nak 'KEN-KEN' jekk..he will actually do it in front u..dengan muke slumber+with bunyik yang kuat! hahaha..bile teringat balik, sumpah saye rase nak tgelak..

well..that's the guy yang saye maksud kan.and now..he's a primary school cekgu..[hehe] i bet if suddenly Incek Daniel read these, he might feel mad at me.hehe..oww..come on, love..saye just flashed back balik those things that happened mase zaman dolu-dolu [ahaks!] ok done with that.saye sangat excited sebabnye baru jek jumpe 'die'..n i knew i might sounds repetitious cos rase-rase macam saye dah pon mentioned the same thing at the beginning [am i??] ahaks! ape pon..saye doakan supaye Incek Daniel + 'anak-anak ikan' die slamat sampai ke destinasi..Aminn~ 

P/S : skejap jek dapat jumpe.but still am so damn happy walaupon kecewa he couldn't stay a bit longer + tak dapat nak beraye skalik.. thanks for the chance,love.. and thanks for the chocolate + tolong belikan 'beg bangla' kat saye..hehehe..

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My Adorable-Gifted-Guy Yang Baik-Hati

Assalamualaikum everyone!

i knew i'd left my footsteps here for an ages. i guess the only reason is because of my workloads [hehe] like seriously..i'd been so damn busy.those pending work-stuffs were hitting the deadlines. and obviously saye bmati-matian nak siapkan.my classes..alumni registration [tak habeh-habeh ngan bendalah ni]..attending few courses..duhh!! i don't want to mention the others.nanti saket plak hati [huhu] anyway.. i would like to thanked my only-love-ones.. Incek Daniel for the precious gift [hehe] thanks for the pink stuff yang sangat gorgeous and adorable iteww..seriously..I AM SO IN LOVED WITH IT!!! say dah taknak IPAD 2 yang saye idam-idamkan tu..hehe cos i'd something else yang lagik best!!! THANKS B.. [sayang kamu banyak-banyak!]

well..we'd never met since 4months ago.and within that time..rindu yang teramat sangat.tapi ape kan daya..jodoh tak sampai-sampai lagi utk kitorang bjumpe [chewahhh] hahaha..and akhirnye! last week was the   most precious-day ever for this month.haha..dapat jugak ketemu with my prince charming.and i guess maybe ade hikmah die kot..sebabnye..kalo jumpe awal-awal..mungkin Incek Daniel takkan bagi 'hadiah' kat saye [bole tak cakap camtu?]hahaha..

ok..saye memang tengah teruja dengan 'hadiah' iteww..and i bet it will always be with me...thank you =)

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Bran-New Kiss Y'all !!

ANNYEONGHASEYO!! 

haha.tetibe plak kan feeling-feeling korean plaks.btw,I love this song so damn much!i'd been admiring U-Kiss for almost 2 years..n i guess this '0330' is the best!tengok video clip derang pon dah bole bwat saye cair [haha] anyway..if kite feeling-feeling tengok vid ni..confirm baru kite paham.if not..sorry guys..~ u'll only love the 'cuties'..bukan the lyric of the song.hahaha..saye cakap macam saye tak minat gile those heart-throb cuties kan??padahal...[Kiseop!! Eli..saranghaeyo!!] ahaks..

this Korean group is one of the greatest band in Korea.if any of you knew all of the U-Kiss members..u definitely know what i mean.seriously..those youngsters are awesome!they can speak and understand different language.Eli..Kevin and Xander [ex] can speak English very well..[American accent okehh..]and basically..those are educated.at least masok kolej kan.hahaha.. their dancing skills..jangan cakapla..memang pro kot..[this is why i love them so much]

tapi kan..i was kinda upset because Kibum and Xander had to leave the group.sedeh kot.skarang there's 2 new members in..and they're still '7'..but it won't be the same [uhukk] gonna miss both of them a lot!ok thats all for now..

Enjoy!!

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Love you, MOM

OMG!!

how come i just realized that my mom akan balik ke Jeddah tomorrow.knape rase macam lame lagik jek.ahaks.hmm..sedeh nye!how time flies..~hmm ok..nak taknak tpakse la accept jugak.anyway, she'll be here on another 2months time as my sis will be due on early December.so takdela trase sangat yang my mom akan tinggalkan kitorang.deep down inside..nak jek she stay here with us..like EVERYDAY...

mama..

we'll be missing you so damn much!

don't worry about us..we'll take care of ourselves..

promise us that u'll do the same too..

WE LOVE YOU MOM..

can't hardly wait to be with you in the next 2 months..

LOVE YOU, MOM..

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i'm BACK!

A long hush..~

Hi everyone..i'm back.

lame jek rase tak menyinggah kat sini and i do realized how much i missed 'this' [haha] anyway..lot of things happened especially when it comes to those open houses.gosshhh..sumpah saye makan banyak!tak tahan dengan godaan those dishes [sedap sehh] and i bet badan saye dah getting wider [boleh??] haha..i did put on weight and i promise..after Syawal ni..saye akan mule berDIET.seriyes nak diet..mane tau ade orang masok meminang ke nanti..kalo terus kawen..badan takdela 'gelombon'.nanti last minutes..dah sah-sah lemaks-lemaks yang ade susah nak melt.HAHA again..~cakap pasal kawen..semenjak raye sebulan ni..meeting with my relatives and blabla..mulela hot topic derang pasal marriage.adehh..tpaksela saye menahan telinge dengar those that had been questioned me [hadoiiii!] matila saye lepas ni.kalo next year tak kawen jugak..harusla saye akan dijodohkan dengan 'Atan' si mekanik kapal terbang itew [haha..just kidding!]

takmo la kawen dengan si Atan.saye nak kawen dengan si Apek bole??tiap-tiap hari bdoa supaye saye ade jodoh dengan Incek Apek kesayangan saye.bile la gamaknye nak sampai jodoh kitorang kan?takpe..cepat or lambat..i believed semue tu tpulang pada jodoh.Insyaallah our time will come..i believe it is [doa-doakan la ye?] kebetulan i'd started my new entry soon after raya ni..i would like to congratulate my close friend Zatil Naimah a.k.a Atil-Kutil cos she'd just delivered a cute healthy nephew for me.CONGRATULATIONS! makin btambahla anak sedare saye skarang ni.bagos-bagos..Aunty Jiyna happy sangat!

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[ A Month- That i Will Never FOrget ]

Pheww..~best nye bile dapat tido yang sangat lame after travelled for almost 4hours and stand up until morning without having a sleep [at all]!! gile la..memang da macam an OWL [haha] this week sucha CRAZY WEEK. attending a course for 5days at Port Klang and ber 'cikcur' with my BFF-Peq Liza+Incek Daniel..and the best thing ever is..travelled from KL-Penang with my lovely sisters..Rina & Mimin..including my Incek Daniel & Rina's soulmate, Mat. Best sesangat eventhough it was a bit tiring. best sesangat..

and i guess, yesterday was 'our' first time ever travelled sucha long journey.and since Incek Daniel never been in Penang..i decide to bring him to those places that i used to hangout.but unfortnately, i'm not good in recognizing the 'road' [mane tak nye..before this kalo pegi those places bukan saye yg drive pon] i had been facing 'this syndrome' since 10 years ago.hahahahha..n i do realized yang saye ni sangat SANGAT terok nak ingat jalan.n used to be dependent with my co-driver.nah amek nkao!! bile tpakse 'independent' sendirik..punye la struggle to memorized the track to those places.anyway..good try! takde la sesat pon..thank god ade GPS [seriyes..sayang gile my device tu!]

memang kitorang bwat keje gile.since Incek Daniel will fly back to JB this morning..we decide to 'overnight' without having a sleep and believe that pagi nanti bole terus send my Daniel to the airport.n yes we did!! again..i had to rememberized jalan ke airport. soon we reached at the airport sebenarnye pon, da lambat. tawakal jela..kalo tak dapat nak check in..bet we have to buy a new ticket.luckily, the flight delayed.. PHEWW!! at least we still have time to spend together..best!! Thank you AirAsia..lepasni..kerap-kerapla delay ye?? haha..

After all..i do had so much fun.skurang-kurangnye takdela saye tension jek ngadap keje! huu..thanks to all my BFFs for spending your time with me..and to my Incek Daniel..Thanks for your effort and time that you had spent..appreciate it a lot!! love ya lotss!!



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Pieces Of Me

To Incek Daniel :
[ i know that we're obviously not like before..but still the feelings remain the same]

I like your smile..I like your vibe..I like your style..
(But that's not why I love you)
And I, I like the way..you're such a star..
(But that's not why I love you)
Do you feel?? do you feel me?? do you feel what I feel too??
Do you need..do you need me? do you need me??
You're so beautiful..
(But that's not why I love you)
I'm not sure you know, that the reason I love you.. is YOU
Being you..just you..
Yea.. the reason I love you..
Is all that we've been through..
(And that's why I love you)


I like the way you misbehave..when we get wasted..
(But that's not why I love you)
And how you keep your cool when I am complicated..
(But that's not why I love you)
Do you feel.. do you feel me? do you feel what I feel too??
Do you need.. do you need me? do you need me??
** Even though we didn't make it through..I am always here for you..

P/s: I LOVE YOU

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"Happy Birthday, Soulmate"

Today is the day that i'd been waiting for. goshh..it was his birthday!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, B!!

I may not be around him at this while..but i do hope that my 'surprise' will surprise him [haha]..
And if Incek Daniel do read this..i had something to say..~


"Incek.Daniel..

Since you came into my life, i've been so happy.. the fact that we're a thousand miles apart is not a matter at all because you are always in my heart. you always told me that I'm the right one for you.. i cannot tell you how good that made me feel..
 I am waiting for the days to make our dreams come true. and i'll wait for you for a lifetime if you want me to. Do you know why? Because you are the only one who sees me while I am invisible to others where no one don't. I hope you never quit seeing how much my love for you is true..as you can feel it [i know.]..hehe.."

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I'm Not Crazy,I'm Just a Little Unwell..~

vid ini khas utk Incek Daniel.supaye die akan lagi paham ape yang saye rase pade die =)

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|| 1st Day in Berlin on 2011 ||

Still in the mood of New Year blast off!!
Today was my very first day working setelah b'cuti for a few days.goshh..it was 2011.rase laen plak tetibe [haha] anyway..untuk tahun 2011, saye da mule berazam macam-macam.hee..hopefully this new year akan lebeh banyak happiness happen [still i'm waiting for it!] besides, since i'd been into this new changes [new job..new place]..saye akan jadi more lazy ass hardworking than before [weehuu!] n of cos la keje saye pon saye nak more efficient [cehh semangat ni!]

duhh..ttibe asyik t'pk to get attach! asal tahun ni rase cam miang gatal jekk [haha] maybe its time to get things over with.hee..besides..i'm in d midst of spending controlling my cashs.n i have to starts earning n maintaining my savings for the future.yess..future..cos obviously,i'll be getting married. n for our both ease,i decide to contribute some..~kesian la kalo nak harapkan bakal hubby jek yang spend.lagipon..both of us da ade stable job..and on behalf of me..why not if i give some little trouble helps [kesian kat Incek Daniel nanti]

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+ I'm a mommy now +

Pheww..~
Just got back from picking up my 2 little babies at Sepang.Gosh..finally..n again..i'm a mommy now..~Both were so damn cute!n i was so happy..~
Thanks to Syah for being so nice+giving me ur best service..~he was a very nice+friendly guy..greeting me+entertained me eventhough only for a few hours..
Seriously..am having a difficulties of choosing the best ones.sume sangat la petite n chomel..~Owh baby lionhead..saye mintak maaf kerane tak jadi adopt kamu..sebabnye,i picked si mix teddy bear+lionhead yg petit..n si mix angora+lop ear yg tomeii..

Tak saba nk tunggu kamu b'dua besa..hehe~yeahh!! lepas ni si Toppo [my beloved kure-kure] akan ade adek baru..yah..kamu sume akan b'kawan..=)
hmm..bile pk balik..wahh..rumahku di Nilai akan transform jadik Pet Shop la lepas ni..yiiha!!suke..suke..and d sebabkan my 2babies itu sangat cute..saye akan bawak pulang bsame saye ke KL..[nak tunjuk kat Nanan] ..pasti die teramat suke!! owhh tidakk..babies ku da same chomel dgn my niece.hehe..

Will upload some pics of my 2 petit babies sooner..~

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My Life's Like Sugar ~

I'm back [hee] by the way, the best thing is..i never thought that i'm still good at netball-ing.haha.. we, the lecturers are still the best on field walaupon da agak 'aging' sedikit. n yes! we won n lead the other 4 student's team.hell yeahhhh~but this time, with sunburns..ankle's sprain..muscle pains and back ache. damn! nampak sangat da getting older as i do felt these kind of thingy just after my SPORTS DAY on last Friday.hmm..just realized one thing.kenape dulu tak penah pon rase seterok+ sepenat this time.padahal, previously i played a few sports activities such as netball..futsal..volleyball etc during my university time..tapi skarang..obviously da tak same macam dulu.

haha..my friends keep telling me that its all because of our AGE.owh no! i hate the word as i felt like choking something inside my throat [hee] no..i am 26 now..~thought that i am still 24 when i used to hopping, making jokes around pple..teasing my BFFs blabla..shitt..i felt way-SO old right now..having not-so-cool job..earn my own money..get my own salaries..having a car [this is cool!]..but still single..yeahh..the word single represents that i'm a 26 y.o working women,having this n that but still waiting for the miracles n time to be on the 'pelamin'..[haha..] i know i sounds silly..~

tipula if i said at the moment,i'm all alone w/out a soulmate kan? i'd been with this charming-simple but adorable guy for almost 3years.n yes, we wanted to get marry just like the other pple.but due to the time constraints,plus..we're struggling to manage our own financial for the future marriage..blabla..n thats why 'WE' are still on this bf-gf relationship. god..kekadang, i'd been wondering jgak..bile la nak sampai seru+getting married just like my beloved friends etc..n i guess, am still waiting for it. but yet, saye mmg taknak myself kawen by the age of 28.godd!! that was way-too-old+late to get married!! ok ok..i should have this patience and will keep praying so that 'HE' is the one for me..n sooner,akan tibe mase nye utk saye jadik someone's wife..[AMiNn]
hopefully,if my families did read this entry [which i really wish they are NOT]..please..at the moment jangan tanye lagi when i'll be getting married etc. it was in d midst of the planning..n we'll see end of the year, n most probably NEXT YEAR [hehe] aminn~

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My BFF-Peq Liza had been engaged!!

owhh..i'm having such a great weekend!! happy sesangat cos Encek Daniel datang n both of us dapat pegi sesame to our BFF engagement ceremony..PEQ LIZA!!

got the cuppies and gave to her..die sangat happy ok..but unfortunately..the cuppies nye gamba takde..my cellphone bwat hal tetibe..and all the pics dissapeared..owh sunggoh sedeh ok..

Encek Daniel..thanks for coming on the last weekend!sorry sbb tpakse curi mase awk for a few days.hehe..~n thanks sbb jadik my driver jgak.. sayang kamu!!

p/s: Peq Liza..Congrats ye on the engagement.Smoge kamu btahan n sampai ke jinjang pelamin..Sayang kamu jgaks!!

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I got YOU

i really love this song..and if Daniel's read this..i wanted to say that i dedicate this song to him..which, no matter what will happen to us..u should know that..'i got u'..



x O x O

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