♥ Missing 'it' So Much ♥

I started to missed my diary SO much~


Tak penah rase camni before.I want it back!! [gimme²]


Lasnite da try to combined all the 'pieces'..but..[da takde rupe diary da]..


Huu..sunggoh sedeh rase.


Nyesal!!


Nyesal!!!


NYESAL!!!

missed this ---> Dear Diary, SO MUCH!!!

I used to start writin on it wit those simplest words..n now..it'll never be d same again..

I need to suits me'self wit this..erkk..ermm..Dear Virtual Blog or somethin..[wat d heck was am thinkin rite now]

x O x O

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♠ I feel GOOD ♠

Distracted??Nehh..da tak rase distracted da pon.Saje jek letak dat image...

I'm doin gud rite now.Am happy wit my condition skarang [yeyeh!!]

Missing HIM so much..[da ok..da tak gado² lagi.betoll..]

x O x O

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♣ DEPRESSION SYNDROME ♣

♪ Lala ♪
Saye menaip lagi..
Suddenly one of my lecturer-mates bagi new task soh tolong die plaks..[sepbaek diri ini iklas]..Agak memeningkan jgak nak buat transkrip students nih..[sigh]..
Well..at the same time,tgh Ym ngan HE.At last,after what had happened to us previously..it taught us a LOTS.Juzza hope that we'll be back to normal.Like what we used to be before [huhu]
Yesterday..lasnight was my worst nightmare ever happened to me..Saye TERsgt la STOOPID!Being so insane..buat mende tak pk the repercussions [huhu]..
I was DEPRESSED!!
WE rili hadda BIG fight lasnite.n when all the burdens are ALL OVER me..i become so STRESSED n started to throw things away from me [sgt la BONGOKS]..I was hysterically yelling..crying like a baby [bile pk balik..adoii!TERsgtla burok prangai].ahaks..~those are the things that i did when i was EXTREMELY become insane,ok??? [tgkla the list kat bawah]

(1) Throwing things that i LOVE [nasebla..sape soh ade d tempat kejadian]:
- my pillow [kesian..da lunyai d campak.hukk]
- my JOVIE,cute lil.pink hippo [tak patot d campak smpai terperosok tepi laundry basket]
- my ipod [adoii..cam aim jek kat mane nk campak-ATAS carpet.ahaks.kalo tak..da bsepai da]
(2) Tear off my DIARY [diary ok??!!SUNGGOH KEJAM diriku ini]
(3) Harmed me'self [yg ni lagila TERsgt saye tak bole trime.BODOH²!!]
(4) Broke my glasses [pkai lense lagila camni]

Tu jekk..tapi mcm STOOPID jek kn buat sume tuh?? [huu]..i mean,i shouldn't did any of it.it was NONSENSE!!tapi yg pasti..after i did dat #3..bile tetibe jek rase saket..i ran to the washroom [this is my fave.place bile rs SGT sedeh] n cried.Eh tlupe plak nk bgtau..takdela trus masok washroom n nanges..[haha] tengok dulu tempat yg rase saket..n trus bukak air kuat².then baru nanges..[tak caye??try aa.konfem rs relieve yg TERamat]..
So,dats what actually happened.i regrets [seriously i am]..
am NOT supposed to re-act that way n already promise to me'self..i will CHANGED.changed into sumthin gud n +ve..[go² chaiyookk]
Btw,moral of d story is..we have brain.TUHAN da kasik kite all the basic tuk kite,so..BE a wiser..Ingat ALLAH..[forever will]..
N d gud thing is..I'm OK!!hehe..actually takdela bwt ssuatu yg d luar kawalan neuron² otak..Juz at that time,i was unintentionally holdin a pen.Nak tulih diary mehh..so..bile da agak stress..mulela nk mencalarkan bende yg tak spatotnye [saket jgak sbnarnye].ahaks..
♪ Lalala ♪..~saye seorang yg mudah jadik gile..~hahaha..
aduhh..saket blakang la plak [mcm²]


x O x O

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☼ K.E.B.O.N.G.O.K.K.A.N MELANDA ☼

Well..its been an ages i didn't jot somethin down here.Obviously..LOTS of things happen [recently]..dunno how to describe me'self now..

M.Y.S.T.I.F.I.E.D

S.C.R.E.W.E.D

O.D.D

F.A.G.G.E.D

Those 4feelins was wat i felt NOW..~tak tau ape nak jadi wit me..

i was an IDIOT..STOOPID![same jek makne]..

Things that happened,obviously leaves me in depth of SADNESS which sometimes i couldn't accept me'self wit all the SUDDEN crisis,conflicts,arguments n DISSENSION [pathetic me].

WORK LOADS..satu hal jgak.Adoi..saye SGT stress [hukk..i want my mommy]



♪ No stress..No stress..NO STRESS..♪ [Lalalala..~]




x O x O

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☼ I'm SO in L.O.V.E ☼

Yippie Yayy!!

Well..da lame plak ter'miss' to write down sumthin in this blog.Hmm..apparently,lots of things happened in this few days.On last saturday..HE did come to my sis's open house [sgt happy tao!] eventhough agak lambat sampai..but it's ok.At least die datang dari tak datang.kalo tak..memang saye da mrajok [Haha]

On Sunday,agak kepenatan skets sebab tpakse rushing gi Lenggeng.Open house kat umah one of the cikgu SMK Mantin.Saye tak kenal pon..tapi di sebabkan HE beria² sangat nak pegi..tpaksela saye itot.Buat muke tebal la sebab sorg pon saye tak kenal.Bile derang beborak..saye membatu jek kat tepi.Tapi yg saye sgt suke..HE did entertained me..HE tau saye mcm a bit awkward..n HE tried to accompanied me.[sayang DIE ssgt!]

Well..this week memang sangat memenatkan.FINAL EXAM!!yg bengang nye student part 3 ssuke ati derang jek nak datang lambat!memang da baran time tuh..ape lagik..i gave them a PENALTY.which they are only allowed to enter the exam hall soon after 30mins past.PADAN MUKE!!merayu²..~

And today,was the last day.Got another 1paper yg saye aja..Hopefully all of them will score [tapi macam tak jek]

♪ lalalala ♪ cepatla abes final..nak enjoy nii!!

x O x O

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♪ Big Bang ♪

Sangat Suke this Korean Group.

Love Big Bang SO much!!! Enjoy the vid..~

x O x O

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☼ Pathetic Me ☼

Feelin so pathetic ever since lasnite.People often break their promise especially towards their love ones.This is what i felt inside.PATHETIC.thats the best words to describe me-self now.Sedeh when suddenly all the promises had been 'crestfallen'.Beria² jek ckp nak teman gi S.Alam..but suddenly he had another plan with somebody else.Saket ati pon ade!Sesuke ati jek broke the promise.
My sis goin to do an open-house this saturday.and she desperately wants both of us to do a favor..helping her for all the mise-en-place.But unfortunately,somebody had another plan [which he wasn't supposed to].Breaking all the promises and basically being so irritating,pretending like nothin happens.Urghh!!Benci..!!

Whatever happen,tak kire..he'll pay for it.This time memang btol² nk mrajok.Bia die tau sket.Haha..Jahat saye~Who cares!Laen kali..jgn sesuke ati nk bjanji and at las..Janji Tinggal Janji..Sunggoh kejam!
Poor me..~


x O x O

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♣ work-LOADS stinks ♣

Yayy!!i'm back..
Well..a bit awkward to write somethin down here..yela..previously,i used to write all those privacy stuffs in a DIARY.tp skrg,thru this blog la plaks..

Ermm..nothin much happened today.it's juz that..lots of things to do.Byk gile mende nk kene settle before my students final.the carry marks..final pappers..urghh..!!
But afterall,the carry marks sume da siap.cume tunggu nk paste kt notice board jek.Haha..~

The final pprs..urghh!Byk lg yg tak print..Hopefully before Friday sume da bole settle..so that takde la saket kpale otak ni.Huhu..~
Againn..the washrooms cannot be used!Ni kes tak byr ke hape?Penat tahan nk pee-pee n wee-wee..Adoii..Peliks jgak.toilet kt kitchen bole plak gune.Management kate nak repair dr smalam..but until now,tak dgr pon org btukang.Alamatnye..tpaksela tiru Kak Wan.Bawak botol air besa everytime dtg kolej.Ahaks..~
Atleast,takde la everytime nk tkucil..bwat excuse nak g KFC.Hahaha..~

Btw..i need to explore more on 'this'.and a big thanks to Munnie for the helps..[thanks,dear!]

Okla..gotto go..~Da nak balik.Yayy!!To be continued..



x O x O

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♫ New-Born BLogger ♫

Holla..~

Well..nothin much to say.i'm not supposed to sign-up for 'this'.But ever since a few of my 'lecturer-mates' kept on sayin and spendin most of their times thru 'this'..i started to explore.Hee..

Apparently..I need to learn on how to suits me-self with 'this'.Bet,my friends could help me workout with this kind of thing..(Esquander!!!)hahaha..

Welcome Me..~yayy!!




x O x O

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