Assalamualaikum..
Second day with 'new life' was totally sucks!!i can't even managed myself.huu..how pathetic i am.my head rase macam nak explode jek [maybe sebab dah banyak sangat input kot].i realized,dari smalam saye kerap jek rase saket kpale.and suddenly rase macam nak pengsan.seriously, i don't know why.besides,still..i'm having a difficulties to fall asleep.last thing yang saye ingat before i fell asleep was..saye ternanges tetibe when i realized that bile saye bangun pagi nanti..saye akan seda yang die dah 'takde'.then saye dah tak ingat.terus tetido kot.but before that, my mom called.i was so damn surprised.how did she know?macamane die tau??and i'm sorry mama sebab i sounds macam taknak cakap jek.its just that,i wanted to be alone.sorry ma!!
Today was just one of those days where everything i did reminded me of him and every song i heard somehow related to him.seriously, i hate days like today.because they remind me of the one thing I don't have [huu] sedehnye!Awak..do you feel what i felt now??Frustrated because i can't tell if it's real.mad because i don't know how you feel..upset because we can't make it right.sad because i need you day and night..angry because you won't take my hand.aggravated because you don't understand..and..disappointed because we can't be together.those feelings dah cukop to make me realized that..still i love you forever..
P/S : a sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you,only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go..
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